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Posted by Livs on July 26, 2013 at 12:15 AM

Dare to bee impossible?

Yes, that pretty much says all about me.

I am impossible cause I know and feel to much.

I am like a radio recieving everything with no chance to block any channels.

I wish I could, cause if to' many channels of human thoughts/imbalances are send out in the air, I can not hear my own voice.

If I talk with someone, - the splitsecond they are not on" any more, and there thoughts goes elsewhere, I can feel it and sit there talking to thin air.

I feel so unhappy and have troubles most of the time to se the reason for being here. It feels like waist of time.

The  most people on earth are like "animals". They only think of them selves and there needs, and the care and responsibility for others are very little- ( In the great picture)

In mean time the earth suffers, and all the human suffers.

If only they couls see, that every action has a re-action. That every greed is the hatred.

If only I could turn of my "radio" in those situations, where imbalance are thrown agains me massive, (I know they do not know they do it) - cause I can not use my highere selfes other places then where balance is or listener are.... not for long time. I feel there feelings and thoughts)

It is impossible.

And where do I go and learn that?

I have meet so many spiritual people in my life. Those that teach others - many of them have big egoes and care for money. What they teach is only what I am born with- and it is elementary.

..............

Now I know I am here to remember how - but I can't because of all the noises.

This is how it feels to bee an empat.

Of cause I have to mention that joy in the air is a great feeling to receive from others.

I do not hope this will bee read as negative, but I feel a bit tired bearing my 60 years :)

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Reply Livs
2:20 PM on July 31, 2013 
Thank you Astralboobaby!
Yes I know.
I'm just tired and in a phase - no man's land,where something new will bee learned. I'm about to change to something new that I do not yet know is.
I like that with balance. I have often been thinking that "people like me" are here to rebalance.... And I know I have chosen this path even
Reply Livs
2:12 PM on July 31, 2013 
Astralboobaby says...
I know how you feel but imagine what this world would be like if people like you weren't here? You see, if it were not for powerful anchors who are empathic, intuitive, compassionate, 'awakened' or beyond average in their consciousness and core development -- this current version of humanity would have self-destruct a long time ago. You are an equilibrium within a collective body that's very much still out of balance. For this reason, your purpose here is far from a waste of time. It is very important and yes, it sucks to find one's self taking the brunt of all of that chaos and negative energy but its a gift to be able to do it. A precious gift that out of untold Beings in all of creation, you were one of very few in comparison, who had the courage, compassion and will to step forward and be a Christ-anchor... Again, this is more of a gift you are bringing, although it may feel like a curse... In closing, I strongly encourage you to utilize the community and resources on this site and on the net in general to help you sustain balance.
Reply AstralBooBaby
9:35 PM on July 29, 2013 
I know how you feel but imagine what this world would be like if people like you weren't here? You see, if it were not for powerful anchors who are empathic, intuitive, compassionate, 'awakened' or beyond average in their consciousness and core development -- this current version of humanity would have self-destruct a long time ago. You are an equilibrium within a collective body that's very much still out of balance. For this reason, your purpose here is far from a waste of time. It is very important and yes, it sucks to find one's self taking the brunt of all of that chaos and negative energy but its a gift to be able to do it. A precious gift that out of untold Beings in all of creation, you were one of very few in comparison, who had the courage, compassion and will to step forward and be a Christ-anchor... Again, this is more of a gift you are bringing, although it may feel like a curse... In closing, I strongly encourage you to utilize the community and resources on this site and on the net in general to help you sustain balance.
Reply KarenW
9:22 PM on July 27, 2013 
Livs says...
Thank yoy Maria aka X-c !
You know,.. if you throw a stone into water, there will bee rings. Sometimes the rings are long time to reach the beach, and we forgot we throw the stone. But the rings WILL reach the shore.
The greed in this world is very big. When I was a kid, the water was clean, and there was fish in it. In 1963 they built many factories, and the first was a paint factory, which poured undiluted paint into the river. I thought it was catastrophic and asked my parents for help .. but it was the work of people and money.....
The consequences came many years later, when there had to be cleaned up, and no one would take responsibility.
The contamination spread from the river into the lake, which was filled with mud and sludge.
In about 2003 paid EC for purification, or they would quarreled yet.
Being Empath means to hold people's pain (and survive in hope).
Being Empath is to figure out a course of action, knowing the consequence of an act will get.
Where I come from (HOME), we do not live like that. There we shared about everything and does not mate realistic. Everything is free and no one thinks only of himself. Even a 3-year child can heal physical damage and defects, and you are free to choose whether to walk or fly.
Where I live, there is a big hole in the wall to visit neighbours from if I do not "bother" to go.
When I come home, I've been told that I will be chief, and I realize that it was me informed as consolation, I'm certainly not in this life.
I've never wanted a position where I was over the other, nor under. :-)

You have to also remember that "god" or "the universe" never gives a person more than they can handle. I do believe in Karmic contracts or "missions for learning". Technically if you believe this could be You knew full well what you were getting into.
After I began to think about this topic I let go of a lot of woe as me, why did I choose that person, have that event, or do that too myself. Everything was designed for a learning opportunity for me. Those folks who seek your help also come to you because they agreed to need you so that you could learn and grow, and you agreed to teach them.
Thinking in this aspect made me consider a different perceptive on my beingness, my views on myself and others, and knowing that I am exactly who I am suppose to be to do what I need to do for myself and to help others later...
Reply KarenW
9:17 PM on July 27, 2013 
It isn't all about money. First you must first understand this is how these folks cloth and feed their families. They do not force the others to give them money. They are just good at explaining it to a large group of people and those people pay money to hear the words. Likewise, although most of us are empaths we do not have the entire picture of what those folks do with the monies.
If the people who are in this position opened the door freely, those people who were not truly interested in learning would show up and heckle them to the point that the people who really wanted to learn would not be allowed to do so because of the "free loading non-interested person" would bring.
Again most of these forums help when a person writes in and describes the issue and needing assistance. The money never truly evades people in attending, only the lack of believe that it is possible to attend.
So, as a person learns and grows money can be but it is not the entire focus. Understanding that they are worthy of asking for the funds can be a fine line. If you think your not worthy then you will never be. If the person who wants to come and learn this can not apply the simple practice then will they ever get it?
We are each lead to our teachers and co-creators of experience for reasons. Some are Karmic.
Reply Livs
10:03 PM on July 26, 2013 
Thank yoy Maria aka X-c !
You know,.. if you throw a stone into water, there will bee rings. Sometimes the rings are long time to reach the beach, and we forgot we throw the stone. But the rings WILL reach the shore.
The greed in this world is very big. When I was a kid, the water was clean, and there was fish in it. In 1963 they built many factories, and the first was a paint factory, which poured undiluted paint into the river. I thought it was catastrophic and asked my parents for help .. but it was the work of people and money.....
The consequences came many years later, when there had to be cleaned up, and no one would take responsibility.
The contamination spread from the river into the lake, which was filled with mud and sludge.
In about 2003 paid EC for purification, or they would quarreled yet.
Being Empath means to hold people's pain (and survive in hope).
Being Empath is to figure out a course of action, knowing the consequence of an act will get.
Where I come from (HOME), we do not live like that. There we shared about everything and does not mate realistic. Everything is free and no one thinks only of himself. Even a 3-year child can heal physical damage and defects, and you are free to choose whether to walk or fly.
Where I live, there is a big hole in the wall to visit neighbours from if I do not "bother" to go.
When I come home, I've been told that I will be chief, and I realize that it was me informed as consolation, I'm certainly not in this life.
I've never wanted a position where I was over the other, nor under. :-)
Reply Maria aka Xc
1:19 PM on July 26, 2013 
From one empath to another, I hear you loud and clear. I am constantly sifting through the varying energies I come into contact with - the good; the bad; the not so bad; the bad trying to come off as good. It's a real roller coaster ride at sometimes. But peace and quiet is what regenerates me.

Meditating or listening to my favorite music is what calms me - this is how I shake off the noise of the world.

By the way; not taken as negative at all. Thank you for bringing this, your experience, to awareness.