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DARE TO BE THE IMPOSSIBLE

Posted by AstralBooBaby on October 4, 2013 at 10:20 AM


“I always defy the odds” is what I have stated in a couple of my videos in the past. I state this because no matter how high the odds where stacked against me in any situation, somehow, someway, I will get over and will be triumphant! I only like to share my stories with others ‘after’ I have ‘been there’, ‘conquered’ and have gathered the information that fulfilled the victory! When I am going through any challenge or situation that stretches me on every level imaginable, I choose to ‘hold my head up’ and still smile. I choose to help others in any way that I can with whatever I have available. I am still kind, considerate, respectful and honorable… I am not nor have I ever been the type to throw pity-parties for myself and I definitely wouldn’t do anything or say anything to make others feel pity or sorry for me.

 

Within the past 4 years, I have been stretched to the extreme with just about every test and hardship that one could imagine. The events that set the trajectory to these events was my decision to resign from a well paying Federal Government position in December, 2006. I left because I hated my job and hated the politics and Division unfairness that went on, some of was it at my expense. My core was restless and was feellng a strong desire and need for a 'serious change' and therefore, I took a ‘leap of faith’ and left the closest thing to job ‘security’ anyone could have. When I had resigned; I took a position with a small business, who had a contract with an ‘elite’ government agency. Again, my core was restless and very unhappy there! I felt as if I was supposed to be doing something else; something far more purposeful and fulfilling but I held onto that job position for the steady income but fate had another plan. I was eventually fired from that position because I refused an assignment that went against my contract agreement. 

 

There I was in 2009, without a ‘secular’ job or without any income because I could not get unemployment insurance since I was ‘marked’ as causing my own situation and therefore ‘unqualified’ for employment benefits. I must have applied for hundreds of jobs in the first year and only 1 potential job opportunity surfaced – I interviewed for the job but wasn't hired. Yet and still, I forged ahead, while paying all of my bills and mortgage on time out of my life savings. I have a small production business that I worked here and there (part-time) since 2001. Therefore, I continued to produce, teach voice, do readings, design logos, websites, business cards, perform. Whatever I could do, I would do it to help make ends meet. Of course, the economy eventually tanked and people weren’t spending as much and there were no job prospects; no opportunities and my life savings eventually dwindled and quickly too! 

 

Eventually, I lost my life savings, my excellent credit status, economic status; loyal clients who could no longer afford to pay for my services; friends (or so I thought), close family members (via death) but still, I continued to smile and hold my head up high! I still found enough strength and energy to put my attention and focus on helping and inspiring others along the way… The one thing that I still have to show for years of hard work and sacrifice in this material world is my home. Since, April of this year, I had been battling a foreclosure law-suit without an attorney because I couldn’t afford one. I pulled together whatever resources I had; stood in truth and fought against this lawsuit with every bit of information that I had. In the end, I was given the ‘illusion’ that I had lost my home to foreclosure but I literally just discovered the contrary. It looks like being fearless and my standing in ‘truth’ has proven another example of defying the odds! These unprecedented experiences has shown and taught me that the things that we perceive as a ‘lost’ is in preparation for ‘greater’ gains! Not just materially but in wisdom, spiritual armor and soul-expansion. If we dwell in and over exalt our misery, anger, hate, bitterness, sorrow or just give up on life or ourselves, we change our trajectory away from our promised victory. Don’t get me wrong, we are allowed to feel anguish, despair, anger, hurts, frustrations, sadness because I have felt them all BUT do not let these emotions drive you – WE MUST strive to take CONTROL and DRIVE THEM! 

 

Some people may be wondering, if you are so ‘psychic or intuitive’, why couldn’t you have foreseen these things and avoided them? The truth of the matter is that ‘true-blue’ psychics and intuitive people are supposed to use our abilities to assist others who may fall or be falling off of ‘their map’ or destiny and there are even limitations on this. Intuitive or psychics are not allowed to peak into our personal trajectory and dodge anything because that would be cheating ourselves of some of our best life challenges. Most people would cheat or avoid their own challenges or be so preoccupied with the prospect of a ‘future’ challenge that they would be rendered incapable of living in the ‘now’… At the end of the day, it does not matter how 'spiritual', smart, talented, wealthy, rich or poor we are -- if we are in a human space suit, we still must go through trails, tribulations and the full ranges of being human, just like everybody else. However, it is our resolve in how we turn trials and tribultions around that could make us SUPER-human (Christ Being)! 

 

Today, I ULTRA-stand that had to go through all of what I had gone through because it is and will be another testament of how I defied the odds! My story will inspire and motivate even more! Through these hard-times, I ‘experienced and learned’ who my true friends were; I had to experience just how the courts and banking system really work. I had to learn and experience how law works. I had to ‘experience’ a health crisis, caused from being under so much stress, without health insurance, so that I lean on and ‘learn’ about natural and esoteric healing… I had to 'experience and learn' the full ranges of the 'laws of allowance' so that I may ULTRAstand my center. I had to temporarily ‘loose’ everything and tested to the extreme, so that I can be prepared on every level to handle and lead, direct and manage the responsibilities of what is unfolding as I type these words (major opportunities). Yes! I am doing it and had done it all without government assistance; 'secular' employment or conventional thought or wisdom... It was through support from the Almighty Prime Creator, guardians, guides, family, REAL friends and very close family members (some who have no clue of what I have gone through) and a couple of members from the ABB.net community! Most of all, it was by way of my ‘positive thought process’ and ‘WILL' to BE the impossible’. One day, I will tell of everything that I have been through, not just within the last 4 years but my entire life! Because again, my style, method is and WILL -- is to share the story of how I defied the odds ‘after’ I have experienced, conquered and gained the knowledge/information and coordinates to share, and inspire others to be equally VICTORIOUS! 

 

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Reply AstralBooBaby
10:36 AM on October 14, 2013 
Estephan says...
Wow, this is a speech of a great man!

Life always tests our strenght and beliefs in many different ways. It can be hard to overcome them but even if it feels like it's impossible to overcome the obstacles, we always find the door to go out in the end if we only want and after we become stronger and wiser then ever before. Thanks for sharing your story, this was one of your more personal stories that I've read and when I read it... It's like a battle cry that is heard and echoes in my heart to make me stronger and overcome what I am going through today and all that I will go through later in life

Thanks for pulling me up when I am down.


Spoken like a 'true-blue' Indigo Star Seed.
Reply AstralBooBaby
10:22 AM on October 14, 2013 
Danijel says...
I fully understand your point , ABB ... in life we can be bent to enormous extent , but we crack only when we allow it . Many people watch at this life as limited , closed , isolated experience , and they throw themselves into harsh situation .
What you mentioned here , in this post , is exactly what I felt recently so profoundly ... the life is only a test . Instead of fleeing from our worst fears - we are here to turn around and embrace them . Instead of asking "why me?" - we should say "test me" - and test to limits . I have noticed one interesting thing - during the hardest periods of my life , I had such memories that are so easily to recall - and amazingly , many of them actually induce the positive feeling in me , not the opposite . For the periods of "calm life" , I dont have many memories as with the turbulent part . Im extracting those isolated memories , those small bright parts , from hardest periods of my life , and turning them into something beautiful ...

Absolutely , a similar story with me ... from the moment I was born ( barely survived being born with 6 months ) to the moment I went to college . But only now I have realized the GRAND SCHEME that was behind it whole time . How actually we are fortunate to experience what we experience now at this moment .

My fears are vanishing , one by one - its NOT that I will be fearless in this dimension , its not point in that at all - but point is to not burden yourself with things that will slow you down and throw you into a depressed state of monotony , a robot slave .

For first time in my life - I feel ALIVE . And from this point on , nothing and nobody will stop me . This is the period when all the things come out - and they cant be pushed anymore under the carpet .

Whenever you feel weak in life - know that you cant fail , you cant lose - you can only become AWARE and AWAKE . So go , and embrace whatever the life throws at you , because - this life is only a test , one station in millions of them . Learn , enjoy , love .


Your words always read like 'music to my ears' --- you are like a symphany brother!
Reply AstralBooBaby
10:20 AM on October 14, 2013 
KarenW says...
Boo,
I can appreciate what your experiencing and feeling. Due to my own health I am in a place I must try to get medical retirement. I go for a few weeks back to work then out again. I do not have savings but still have the home I was meant to. My husband is a nervous wreck and fearful we will loose the home. I am the primary bread winner....


You too are another natural healer and will eventually get to where you need to be... The journey of a trail blazer is never easy and achieving 'greatness' in one's respective destiny is challenging because if it were easy, everyone would be playing it 'safe' and making it happen. There are some very powerful and mighty spiritual warriors here and I am so thankful for this - we are inspiring and encouraging one another and ultimately, the world - nothing is in vain my sister. So keep your head up, KNOWing that you were not made to 'break' - instead, you were made to 'repair', 'restore' and 'build'... Thank you!
Reply AstralBooBaby
10:02 AM on October 14, 2013 
FaeryFromaDifferentSphere says...
This was empowerment indeed sir, I graciously thank you for sharing, suitably inspired and this reiterated/reconfirmed everything I've been striving, believing and living for a long time.
This is it! this is why you do this... this is why you're here to go through this human experience to learn, to be uplifted by your newfound knowledge, then to share, inspire and empower another, and what you share in love, courageousness and fearlessness will be reflected onto you. I appreciate you.
Much love to you.


Absolutely fam and 'much love' to you too! Thank you!
Reply Julini
4:53 PM on October 11, 2013 
This was empowerment indeed sir, I graciously thank you for sharing, suitably inspired and this reiterated/reconfirmed everything I've been striving, believing and living for a long time.
This is it! this is why you do this... this is why you're here to go through this human experience to learn, to be uplifted by your newfound knowledge, then to share, inspire and empower another, and what you share in love, courageousness and fearlessness will be reflected onto you. I appreciate you.
Much love to you.
Reply KarenW
9:42 PM on October 6, 2013 
Boo,
I can appreciate what your experiencing and feeling. Due to my own health I am in a place I must try to get medical retirement. I go for a few weeks back to work then out again. I do not have savings but still have the home I was meant to. My husband is a nervous wreck and fearful we will loose the home. I am the primary bread winner, he is retired and 15 years older than me. (challenge by him) "I hope you are prepared to do what you have to do in order to provide for "us". Then added " Mostly for Katie(our daughter)". in those exact words on my last event when I was out of work due to illness. I go back to work and catch hell for being out. It is not something I relish in. but I am trying to hang in there.
In all of this I am also being pushed on the inside to move to something more meaningful. As a nurse I have used what I have learned on LOA and perspective to help my patient's view things in a different perspective even with in their own religious views. On of my patient told me that he'd been seeing health health for the last 10 years for his PTSD but 20 minutes with me one afternoon did more for him that they ever did. I had by this time understood that what I do wasn't going to cut it one by one there are MASSES of people out there and what I am to do is write in a story form what I understand and impart as a teaching tool. Hence I am to write after I retire. I know the health issues will settle out and the retirement will go through. Everything has a reason to be after this is settled I will spend the next few months writing. I don't know how it is going to go from there but I know it will. You are right we do not often see our outcomes. I know just enough to try to make it work but try to force it doesn't work either. So Allowing is a big issue for me to work on...even though it is like watching a pot boil.
I feel that being a nurse in the medical environment keeps people on the hamster wheel. Blame from the medical doctors when their patient's do not follow the advise of loose weight, stop smoking etc... and self admonishment from the patient's when they can't figure out what it is that makes then continue to do things. Viscous cycle. No one get's a head because it is a band- aide on a huge self inflicted wound.
It is insanity to continue because based on the LOA it will never change and neither the doctors or the patient's get that they each contribute to the dysfunction. Doctors go into medicine to help "cure" people but instead of encouraging that miracles happen and providing a healthy out the cycle of doctor patient repeats with narrowed trajectory. I am of the belief that you use what you have until you can do better. There is nothing wrong with that but the current system creates dependency in more than one way.
I am not fulfilled with my current job. Know that I was meant to do more on a larger scale than one person at a time but I needed the one person at a time platform to develop my teaching style, self evolution, and observation to get to where I am now. MY Health and situation is steering me toward a place where I too am going to be having major changes. I tell myself that I understand and even look at the health issues as the way things were meant to set me up for the next major event in my life.
I know where I am going I am just not sure what the road is going to be on the journey there. The fact that I will get there is enough. Now, I can understand the struggle you face on the inside. With all that bravado of confidence over health, job, family stress I logically know that LOA will work it out and try to allow, however, deep inside there must be some sort of conflict that I am learning to let go of because stress is making my hair fall out. I had a beautiful thick head of hair and was letting it grow out. I have bald spots now that are covered up by the long hair. This really is defeating me because I wonder where I am going wrong and How do I turn it around? I understand that this is occurring but resistance to the change and security of a very good paying federal job to significantly reduce retirement wage is going to be interesting. Ultimately I am trusting because the cat is out of the bag and she is on the loose. Can put it back in there nor am I suppose too. Gritting my teeth, hair falling out, worry but not worry maybe a little denial.....but know where I am going ultimately. Maybe I am just working on the last lingering issue with detachment over non-permeable things. I can so relate to what you are saying. Hang in there the light is there we just have to find the switch on the wall first as we fumble over furniture and disorientation in a dark room....
Reply Danijel
4:43 PM on October 6, 2013 
I fully understand your point , ABB ... in life we can be bent to enormous extent , but we crack only when we allow it . Many people watch at this life as limited , closed , isolated experience , and they throw themselves into harsh situation .
What you mentioned here , in this post , is exactly what I felt recently so profoundly ... the life is only a test . Instead of fleeing from our worst fears - we are here to turn around and embrace them . Instead of asking "why me?" - we should say "test me" - and test to limits . I have noticed one interesting thing - during the hardest periods of my life , I had such memories that are so easily to recall - and amazingly , many of them actually induce the positive feeling in me , not the opposite . For the periods of "calm life" , I dont have many memories as with the turbulent part . Im extracting those isolated memories , those small bright parts , from hardest periods of my life , and turning them into something beautiful ...

Absolutely , a similar story with me ... from the moment I was born ( barely survived being born with 6 months ) to the moment I went to college . But only now I have realized the GRAND SCHEME that was behind it whole time . How actually we are fortunate to experience what we experience now at this moment .

My fears are vanishing , one by one - its NOT that I will be fearless in this dimension , its not point in that at all - but point is to not burden yourself with things that will slow you down and throw you into a depressed state of monotony , a robot slave .

For first time in my life - I feel ALIVE . And from this point on , nothing and nobody will stop me . This is the period when all the things come out - and they cant be pushed anymore under the carpet .

Whenever you feel weak in life - know that you cant fail , you cant lose - you can only become AWARE and AWAKE . So go , and embrace whatever the life throws at you , because - this life is only a test , one station in millions of them . Learn , enjoy , love .
Reply Estephan
6:18 PM on October 5, 2013 
Wow, this is a speech of a great man!

Life always tests our strenght and beliefs in many different ways. It can be hard to overcome them but even if it feels like it's impossible to overcome the obstacles, we always find the door to go out in the end if we only want and after we become stronger and wiser then ever before. Thanks for sharing your story, this was one of your more personal stories that I've read and when I read it... It's like a battle cry that is heard and echoes in my heart to make me stronger and overcome what I am going through today and all that I will go through later in life

Thanks for pulling me up when I am down.