|Posted by Soulwarrior on May 19, 2013 at 10:35 AM|
Introduction to soul loss:
What is soul loss?
--Do you feel that you have lost connection to who you are?
--Do you feel that you don't feel as alive as you remember yourself feeling at an earlier stage in your life?
--Do you feel that something in you has been lost?
--Do you feel disconnected from your original feeling of being alive?
--Do you feel
emotional numbness; do you feel that you have lost access and connection
to your true, authentic emotions? Do you feel that you desperately try
to reconnect with what you really feel, but to no results?
--Do you feel that you no longer see the world in awe and wonder? Do you feel that where you once saw a world full of colors and rainbows, you now see only grey scales?
--Do you feel that the things that used to make you feel alive, now dont make you feel anything anymore?
--Do you feel a sense of detachment (nonpresence) to life. Whatever you do, you are not present in it.
--Do you feel that you have lost your imagination and ability to daydream?
constantly feel dull, docile, apathy, boredom, meaninglessness,
pointlessness, depression, numbness of your senses, dull, docile,
hopelessness & restlessness.
--Are you trying desperately to get in contact with your original feeling of being alive?
--Do you often find yourself asking: "i used to feel so alive....now i feel dead like a zombie...what has happened to me?"
I am here to answer these questions for you (since i myself has struggled a lot with this problem in my life).
So what is the problem that you are experiencing?
You are suffering from what the shamans call soul loss (a.k.a."dissociation" in the scientific western world).
What creates soul loss?
When you experienced a serious trauma in your life, a part of your soul (the essence of who you are / your unique identity / your connection with you / the part of you that makes you feel alive) left your physical body and went back to the spirit world. It did so to protect you from experiencing the full hurt of the trauma; it would be too much to handle for you to experience the trauma in its fullness at that time.
So now, your soul is fragmented (all the different parts of your soul are not present inside of you). Your consciousness no longer have access to those parts of yourself. You have lost the full connection with yourself; and you are desperately trying to reconnect with your lost self.
So in order to feel alive again, you must retrieve the parts of your soul that has left you. It is possible to retreive the lost parts of your soul--Shamans can help you with this...
Author: Adam Damani (soulwarrior)
My homepage: soulloss.hemsida24.se