|Posted by julesmitchell on June 15, 2013 at 2:50 PM||comments (4)|
A long time ago I read from Paschal Beverly Randolph the concept of blending. A conscious spirit or entity can be inside of a person unconsciously without them knowing and can control and manipulate them. This past New Years I met a fellow brother who is a Rastafarian and we build on spirituality and religion and while we were talking I felt as if something left me and we both heard a childlike voice laugh and say "bye-bye". For the longest time I felt all these demonic/evil thoughts which I felt weren't my own try to take control and caused me to be violent(physically abuse my girlfriend) and also to just be more on the edge. After this experience I felt as if I released through the positive energy me and my friend were building on. Is something like this possible???
|Posted by SarahMichelle on June 8, 2013 at 7:20 PM||comments (9)|
This is the story about how a dream catcher gave me nightmares.
About two weeks ago I went on a mini-vacation with a friend to a place called Oregon, Illinois. It has a lot of homage to the native american ancestors (mounder) who lived there before, this includes tipis all over town, the largest standing cement statue in the world called Chief Blackhawk, and a super cool native american store called the Eagles Nest. At this store I bought a lot of gifts and souveneers like stones and crystals and a wooden snake, but I also bought a dream catcher. They had dream catchers on small racks beside the checkout and I picked up a teal colored dream catcher with soft fluffy feathers and decided I wanted it. It also had a really good energy to it. But my friend picked up a different one that was blue and purple and had a quartz hanging from it and I chose that one because of it's asethetic qualities even though it felt strange to hold.
After I took this dream catcher home and hung it up, I started sleeping for 9+ hours a night. I woke up tired, and I realized this was because I was having nightmares I did not fully remember. But when I became concious enough to remember one, I had a full blown night terror. I talked to my boyfriend about it and he suggested I smug the catcher just to be safe, and if that didn't work I needed to take it down. So, the last night I kept it up in my room, over my bed, I smuged it along with the rest of my crystals. This was when I had the most vivid and terrifying dream of my life. I had a dream I was sleeping, and I kept waking up with writing carved into my skin (kind of like white ink tattoos). I woke up in my dream with three tattoos and I dediced that a deamon had been writing on me in my sleep. (one of the tattoos had the shape of a t-rex along with the writing) So in my dream I went to see a gypsie to consult her about the marks on my body. I walked through three shops to reach the gypsie in the third. In the first shop I stoped to look at something with stars and moons on it, the second shop and fancied an oriental jade tea set, and in the third one the gypsie sold jewelry with stones on them. After telling the gypsie about my dream within a dream and the marks on my body, all she told me was that it isn't right for something to be marking me and harming me. I woke up mid conversation.
I took down the catcher, and I've read articles that I need to burn or bury it, but I haven't done so. I also learned that in order for a dream catcher to work it has to be made for you by a shaman.
I am looking for some feedback into the symbolism of a dream catcher and the symbolism in my dream.
Thank you :3
|Posted by Soulwarrior on May 23, 2013 at 7:50 AM||comments (4)|
I am immersed in beautiful music, tears are almost flowing out of my eyes, and I am reflecting:
I write from my soul the following letter to humanity:
"We will all get lost into ideas,
concepts, principles, beliefs and thought patterns that never belonged
to to us in the first place. Yet we lived a big portion of our life
based on them; thinking they were our own.
In the end, we will all fall back to our own truth.
When all layers of borrowed truth have fallen away - You remain.
You is what the universe is waiting for, You is what the world is looking for. YOU !!!
I say unto you again: "if you want to know if something is true for you, look at how that something makes you feel. If it does not feel right, then it is not Your souls truth. We need to learn to listen to our feelings if we want to find back to ourselves.
If you think a thought that sounds true, but does not feel right to you, then that is not Your truth. Your soul and your feelings never lie, only mind is a liar."
- Soulwarrior (adam)
|Posted by Soulwarrior on May 21, 2013 at 9:35 AM||comments (2)|
In order to listen to music with the heart, the mind must be still, silent and nondual - there must not be any thoughts in your mind that remove your presence from the music. Your mind must be present in the present moment, it must be 100% present in the music - your awareness must be grounded into the present moment of the music in a specific way.
Q: "Why do I feel the music at some times, and dont feel the music at other times?"
A: When you listen to music, dont listen with your mind, listen with your heart.
The moment you bring in the mind into the music, you have killed the music - it is no longer music, it is only sound.
Sound is mind; music is heart - Know the difference.
So the next time you find yourself listening to beautiful music, but you cannot feel the music, if it does not make you cry, if it does not move you, if it does not thrive you, if it does not create a movement in you, if it does not make you shiver; then know that you are listening with the mind, and you are not really aware and present in the music.
NEVER fall into the trap of analysing music: "this is trance", "this is rock", "this is metal"...."this music is good because it was created in the 90s", or "this music is good but its simply not my style"..."i dont like this music because i have never liked this style"...or "i wonder how they have created this song...". This is dualistic and analytical thinking.
Music is music.... it does not matter what kind of music it is, what year it was made, what genre it is.....
Music is simply a vehicle for presence and silence. It is a vehicle to the heart. It is a vehicle to the kingdom of heaven within you... So know you know what the difference is between the moment where the music is felt, and the moment it is less felt. It is only the degree to which the mind is present between the two moments that bring about the difference between the two moments.
When you feel the music, it is because somehow you are more present and aware and grounded in the music. When you dont feel the music as much, it is because you are somehow less aware, grounded and present in the music. Your mind is not 100% present in the music, it is somewhere else.
"Just as there is an art of producing music, equally there is an art of feeling the music" - Adam D(soulwarrior)
"if the music dont make you feel any love or positive sensation in the body, then something is wrong in the way you are listening to it" - Adam D (soulwarrior).
"if you are grounded in the head, the music becomes sound. When you are grounded in your heart, sound becomes music. " - Adam D (soulwarrior)
--By Adam Damani [soulwarrior]
|Posted by Soulwarrior on May 19, 2013 at 10:35 AM||comments (8)|
Introduction to soul loss:
What is soul loss?
--Do you feel that you have lost connection to who you are?
--Do you feel that you don't feel as alive as you remember yourself feeling at an earlier stage in your life?
--Do you feel that something in you has been lost?
--Do you feel disconnected from your original feeling of being alive?
--Do you feel
emotional numbness; do you feel that you have lost access and connection
to your true, authentic emotions? Do you feel that you desperately try
to reconnect with what you really feel, but to no results?
--Do you feel that you no longer see the world in awe and wonder? Do you feel that where you once saw a world full of colors and rainbows, you now see only grey scales?
--Do you feel that the things that used to make you feel alive, now dont make you feel anything anymore?
--Do you feel a sense of detachment (nonpresence) to life. Whatever you do, you are not present in it.
--Do you feel that you have lost your imagination and ability to daydream?
constantly feel dull, docile, apathy, boredom, meaninglessness,
pointlessness, depression, numbness of your senses, dull, docile,
hopelessness & restlessness.
--Are you trying desperately to get in contact with your original feeling of being alive?
--Do you often find yourself asking: "i used to feel so alive....now i feel dead like a zombie...what has happened to me?"
I am here to answer these questions for you (since i myself has struggled a lot with this problem in my life).
So what is the problem that you are experiencing?
You are suffering from what the shamans call soul loss (a.k.a."dissociation" in the scientific western world).
What creates soul loss?
When you experienced a serious trauma in your life, a part of your soul (the essence of who you are / your unique identity / your connection with you / the part of you that makes you feel alive) left your physical body and went back to the spirit world. It did so to protect you from experiencing the full hurt of the trauma; it would be too much to handle for you to experience the trauma in its fullness at that time.
So now, your soul is fragmented (all the different parts of your soul are not present inside of you). Your consciousness no longer have access to those parts of yourself. You have lost the full connection with yourself; and you are desperately trying to reconnect with your lost self.
So in order to feel alive again, you must retrieve the parts of your soul that has left you. It is possible to retreive the lost parts of your soul--Shamans can help you with this...
Author: Adam Damani (soulwarrior)
My homepage: soulloss.hemsida24.se
|Posted by Nancy on April 8, 2013 at 2:40 AM||comments (7)|
Hello, I was in a bad place and smoking pot a year ago around Easter when a spirit attachment broke through me and I felt a huge tear in my aura. I had no idea what happened but I started hearing it 24/7, got in trouble at work because I scared my students, and then kept telling me it was going to kill me. It started speaking for me and moving my body. It make me drive 125 mph on freeway and I crashed my car! I also broke my glasses and moved twice in one month. I can't see without my glasses and we could not afford to move twice so I ended up losing a tv, high school yearbooks and tons of pics and valuable documents.
I have been to more than three shaman/mediums and it refuses to leave which makes me believe it is feeding off of me but I don't know where or how. Yes, I was a very angry person and have unresolved stuff with family, but I don't deserve this.
Anybody have some suggestions?
|Posted by ANKH UJA SENEB on April 5, 2013 at 10:30 PM||comments (6)|
Hope I can be lead in the right direction with this dream I had a while back.
Here's the dream... I dreamt there were 3 full moons in
the sky. I was on a hill above the house i grew up for many years with
my mom. Mom saw the 3 big bright full moons and began to freak out. (
she is Christian and firmly believe in Jesus). In the dream she was
reacting as if Jesus had something to do with it. I attempted to comfort
her by holding her back with my arms.
Next, this very large about 90 feet tall blue being, appeared in front of me, the being filled with blue light, the being had no eyes, no nose, no mouth, just a blue body filled with light and a very strong presence. The being showed up as if it was attempting to communicate with me telepathically. I got overwhelmed by its presence. and very scared in my dream. It doesn't seem as if the being was going to hurt me but the presence and size was overbearing. In the dream, My little sister, age 16,comforted me that everything is all right and the being is not here to harm me. (She frequently astral travels and has dreams of saving people.) I shook in my bed, woke up realizing it was a dream.
Has this ever happen to anyone before?
I very much appreciate your responses.
13Love, much thANKHs
|Posted by AstralBooBaby on December 31, 2012 at 6:30 PM||comments (6)|
Many of our troubles and problems stem from either the lack of the right kind direction/information or too much negative or bias information. You guys know that I am all about speaking on both the pros and cons. Some have even written and ask that I not talk about the not so pleasant side of the nature of reality because it will only frighten people more but since this is not my intent, I still share what I have experienced and learned and of course, there will be much more to share as we incrementally move into a completely different paradigm... Having stated this, I wanted to repost a comment that I had shared within one of the forums because the message behind it is even more relevant now than ever!
It is not wise to insult the character or path of another nor is it honorable or correct. I recognize that some of our experiences and perception of things are not very pleasant and yes, there are others who have and will endure the same experience and walk as you but this is not true for everyone... I've already done videos and blogs about very clever interdimensional Beings and lower level astral parasites, who currently know more than we know (we have amnesia here on earth) and yes, they feed off of and manipulate humanity to generate energies for their survival and amusement... Hence, negativity = destructiveness, terrorist filled and divisive thoughts, actions, deeds, beliefs, etc... Many of us become direct pawns in 'their' game (or toys as a family member would say) because we are agreeing to this, to one extent or another (be it in this life time or another)... Some of us got trapped in the last cosmic shift and cycle, trying to awaken and rescue others.... Then, there are those of us who are here under a prison sentence or there are those of us who made contracts and agreements with these entities in exchange for something within their power or grasp. Either way, everyone is NOT on earth to be toys or pawns to the 'big boys' unless we agree to it, be it consciously or unconsciously... Yet and still, we are all being challenged to learn and grow in lieu of it all... Some of our greatest gains come from pain and conflict but so does some of our failures but we should always remember to just GET UP and keep pushing on, no matter what! I share this point of view now because I don't want any of us to perpetrate or feed into this powerlessness, hopeless or victimization mindset! This is another trap that's being set up by the MANipulators both in or off the earthly realms and rest assured that they have their have minions and pawns who will knowingly and unknowingly help them to set the bait!
I truly understand now more than ever, why my life has been so extremely difficult and even brutal at times! I was being prepared to speak on and magnify information that will get a lot of resistance and to do this job, will require years of preparation! It took a lot of pain, struggle, confusion and out of this world revelations to get me here! As I continue to RE-MEM-ber the greater game, I am finding more and more that humanities best defense against repeating the errors of our ways is to learn and grow from them and when we are wiser, we are far less likely to be made for fools, "food" or slaves... Lastly, I will say that even though my mind's eye and physical form has seen and been through a lot, I will still say to everyone 'take whatever resonates and leave the rest behind" -- because I have learned enough to understand that at the end of the day, NO ONE on earth currently KNOWS everything!
|Posted by kyle on December 7, 2012 at 5:15 PM||comments (5)|
|Posted by Gandolfi on December 7, 2012 at 3:30 AM||comments (1)|
Hello, I just want to say hi and share a strange dream from yesterday.
I was walking in a dark void for a while, there was nothing but faint voices I couldn't quite understand. Then after a while I saw a person, I continued to walk until I reached him. He looked exactly like me, but his body was white, not ghostly white, but as if he had chalk all over himself. He was wearing white clothes of course, and stared at me for a while and then said "You finally died." The way he said it made him sound relieved, and then he descended as if the place where I stood was some kind of quicksand. Then, I woke up at around 3:15 AM and couldn't sleep for a while because I had strong headaches, then at about 5:00 AM I went back to sleep.
So what do you think? To be honest, this dream felt more like a real experience since everything was so vivid. Could it be just a lucid dream or something more?