It Possible To Be Trans-Attracted And Still Heterosexual | ABB's Unconventional Take On the Malik Yoba Controversy
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By: ABB a.k.a. Astralboobaby
I don’t normally participate in content that dwells in the realm of gossip, salaciousness, or celebrity worship, and obsession but just as the HBO Leaving Neverland controversy and alleged claims in connection to it - I feel compelled to speak on the Malik Yoba situation more so because there are deeper cultural, social and metaphysical implications. Hence, lessons here that I would like to draw more focus and attention.
Abdul-Malik Kashie "Malik" Yoba is an American actor and occasional singer. He is most known for his starring role as NYPD Detective J. C. Williams on the Fox police drama New York Undercover and as Yul Brenner in Cool Runnings. He also appeared as former FBI Special Agent Bill Harken on the Syfy drama series Alphas, as Jim Hudson in Revolution as well as Vernon Turner in Empire. I lay the aforementioned as a premise because when we look at Malik’s most notable body of work, he’s played roles that are stereotypically associated with ‘strength’, ‘masculinity’, ‘courage’ and the ultimate ‘alpha’. Thus making him the ideal role model for young boys and men and the ideal sex symbol and ultimate man for the ladies. Therefore, it should be no surprise that Malik was revered as a sex symbol and an ideal and positive role model in the black community. The aforementioned lays out the premise as to why I feel that Malik’s Yoba’s recent confession and revelation that he’s 'trans-attracted' and is now a very vocal ally with the LBGTQ community – while still claiming to be heterosexual, has struck such a sour note with so many in the (black) African American community.
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If it weren’t for the fact that Malik’s image and characters weren’t so deeply associated with roles and characters that are overwhelmingly associated with alpha heterosexual overtones, would the backlash and controversy with Malik Yoba’s confession be as fervent? Perhaps, because we must remember that we are also in a time in history whereby tensions are rising due to a widespread belief that there's a sinister 'gay agenda' primarily aimed at emasculating black men and population control - thus another factor in this latest controversy.
Apart from what we are witnessing in this scenario is a stark ‘slap in the face’ reality that people often blur the lines between make-believe and reality but when a clear line is drawn – we are forced to contend with our conclusions and delusions. I’ve read many comments and videos regarding this controversial situation in order to write this entry I think it’s pretty obvious that many people who have invested in and bought the image and even the concept of what it is to be a ‘real’ alpha black male who is feeling duped and betrayed. Other the consistent commentary was in alignment with a view or perception that Malik’s ordeal as yet another ploy by ‘the man’ to push forward a gay agenda… However, the most common belief and perception appear to be those who believe that Malik’s is opting to get in front of scathing claims and accusations by gartuering protection and political clout from the GLBTQ community. Right after Malik’s confessions in this regard, a male to female, trans-sex-worker has come forward; making claims that the actor hired her when she was a 13-year-old prostitute to perform sex acts on one another. This revelation of pedophilia activity adds even more thorns to an already compiled and complex situation.
“I am not gay, I love women” ~ Malik Yoba
I must state for the record, that Malik has fervently denied ever knowing the alleged victim and the accusations of being a pedophile. As an empath, intuitive and seer, I have a very strong reading on the situation but since I do not have the permission by either party to do a psychic or intuitive reading and publish my findings, I must respect protocol and not share my metaphysical conclusions. However, I can raise a couple of thought-provoking questions for my readers in light of the allegations... For starters, if these allegations are not true – then why not sue the accuser for defamation of character and clear one's name, especially since he has lost solid investments and will now be perceived as a pedophile in the eyes of some in the public arena? Why agree to interviews to speak about his recent revelations but make it a point to keep the allegations by the alleged victim out of the dialog? When and if the allegations are brought up (against his pre-request), why not simply give a clear and concise rebuttal without the anger, ranting, and emotionalism? Perhaps, Malik needs to get hold of a solid PR team because he is not giving much credibility to his case or cause.
A man who claims to be heterosexual yet admitting that he’s trans attracted or even in a relationship with one who is trans, can be pretty confusing and even offensive to some. However, this is not confusing to me - given my countless experiences, readings, and eye witness to straight-identified males who were/are married, dating or even bedding many females but on are on the down-low (dl) or keeping their sexual fetishes, affairs, and encounters with other men or trans-women a secret. Based on my experience, I know that we will rarely find a man who's publicly married to or with women but are on the dl, ever admitting to being anything but 'straight' or 'heterosexual' and it doesn't matter how much evidence there is to show and prove otherwise! Many men over-identify with his sexual prowess (or lower nature) and if he feels threatened or diminished in his masculine identity, he will fight to hold on to it, even if he has to kill to do it (link in the rise in trans women being killed)!
I’ve done several blogs and videos on this subject matter due to my multi-leveled lifetime of experiences on the matter but here - I’ve opted to shed light more on the metaphysical layer to a human magnetic attraction. In essence, masculine straight men are attracted to passiveness, docile-ness, and femininity. The more femininity in appearance, form and most of all everyone has, the more his masculine magnetic makeup will compel him to be pulled in – regardless of one's genital. Of course the aforementioned factors are true for any of us, regardless of our sexual orientation. For more on my explanation of the metaphysical angles of our electromagnetic attraction -- please reference a blog that I have written on the spiritual a metaphysical reason(s) as to why some people are gay or even trans by clicking here
Many people trivialize and make human attraction and sexuality very black and white but we are in a time where these notions, beliefs and theories will be challenged like never before because there are and have always been a hell of a lot of straight looking, acting and behaving men in the world, who are genuinely trans-attracted. Malik Yoba's story is an uncomfortable reflection, reminder and reality check of the aforementioned truth because now, many women and some men are forced to look beyond their preconceived notions and beliefs as to what is considered gay or straight in a way that simply can’t be ignored or denied. More people are also rejecting basic narratives, designations, definitions and labels that they don’t feel a resonance with. More people are simply choosing to no longer hide who they are or attracted to or prefer to be as in old days and because of this, we will see more men (and women) coming out and admitting their true feelings and attractions for matters outside of heterosexual-norms. In my humble opinion, I see this as progress because I’d rather see people living and owning their truth than being an unhappy, paranoid and fearful pretender hiding behind a fake, disingenuous and staged relationships. Fearless, happy and at peace people, makes for a happier, balanced and more at peace world.
In closing, I personally think that we should all respect who and what consenting adults choose to identify themselves as. If Malik says that he loves women and he’s not gay, no matter how questionable or disagreeable I may be to his self-designation, I will respect his stance and right to be acknowledged as such. However, it is well known that I am staunchly against all forms of abuse of children and any adult who violates a child should not only be held legally and karmically accountable for his/her actions but if proven guilty - he//she relinquishes their choice or right of self-designation.
Article originally posted on astralboobaby.net homepage - November 7, 2019
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I am taking a break from the norm, to revisit a harsh reality that far too many of us experience as children but are still too shameful, fearful or embarrassed to candidly confess or talk about. Incest, rape, child molestation and the relentless shaming of one's sexuality by members of the general society, continue to blur the lines of righteous indignation for so many adults and children alike.
My intent behind making this video is to;
1. Show that I am not nor have I ever been my circumstance.
2. To normalize the dialog around such subject matters, so that more of us (especially children) feel safe to come forth and tell their stories.
3. To inspire others to reject the stigma and rigid labels often associated with child-sex abuse (fear of being 'labeled' is one of the main reasons many refuse to confess or admit to their abuse).
4. To teach (by example) that owning one's truth and 'denying a lie that does not apply' is a major step towards healing and transformation.
5. To help break the vicious cycle of protecting and defending the abusers and vilifying and mocking the victims of the abuse.
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I have gotten several requests over the years regarding the above subject matter and have therefore decided to write a couple of blogs about it, instead of making a Youtube video. The views that I will share regarding the gay, lesbian, bisexual and trans community will not support the more popular narratives and this is done by design because there is a strong need for more balanced information on these matters to be published. The goal in this regard is to answer several questions that I have gotten on the matter but to educate, provoke thought and offer understanding.
In a world where there is a lot of discord, rejection and vilification of members of the GLBT community, it is hard to consider that it wasn’t always this way. Believe it or not, there were very spiritually inclined indigenous tribes, such as the North American Native Americans, who had often held androgynous, inter-sexed; masculine females and feminine males in high regard. The tribesmen and women of the village did not make the focus point or narrative of ‘two-spirit’ being’s natural attraction or sex lives. The reverence and respect was geared towards the spiritual gifts that came along with such a unique makeup. African tribes such as the Dagara or Dogon are well documented as citing such beings as ‘gatekeepers’. They (certain indigenous tribes) also believe that having such a unique makeup, gave beings that western society deem as GLBTQ, spiritual abilities, powers and awareness to spirit that an average heterosexual male or female is not so capable of, without an 'equally yoked' partner of their opposite sex or gender.
I cannot address anything of this nature without citing the first line ‘cause and effect’ behind the existence of those who are of or apart of the GLBTQ community. I shall begin with making my point by bringing attention to the very first human phenotype placed on earth; clan mothers. A Clan Mother was/is a traditional role of elder matriarch female within certain Native American and/or indigenous clans, who was typically in charge of appointing tribal chiefs and Faith-keepers. According to the Akashic records and my own cellular memory, I was able to confirm that the original clan mother was able to reproduce off-springs without sexual intercourse or sperm from a man or outside source! Their children were born balanced in both masculine and feminine attributes and this gave the original humans full range and use of ‘both’ sides of the brain. To have full range and use of the brain and connected to both the ying and yang properties gave the original humans abilities that we would deem as impossible or supernatural by today’s standards.
It is also true that this planet started out as matriarchal. An African elder and shaman Credo Mutwa, one of the oldest living African shaman in Africa speaks of the true origins of humans and how outside forces came in and re-engineered the genetics of the original humans. When one considers all of what I have just shared, the spiritual, mental and physical implications and domino effect lends to much of the gender and sexual confusion that humanity is still contending with to this very day. In essence, we are all striving to reconnect with the Divine mother and both the masculine and feminine attributes of SELF.
In many tribal communities, Two Spirited people were considered a gift because they had the responsibility of carrying two spirits in service to the tribe. Therefore, they were revered, respected and cared for because they were often, healers, visionaries, spirit doctors, traditional teachers and warriors!
During the time when the divine feminine and masculine existed within humanity in a balanced state; assignments were given based on the one’s magnetics and character. All of this changed and was turned upside down, when domineering, renegade reptilian forces (not an indictment on all reptilians) came into the fold and had begun a concerted program to dominate and control every aspect of this world. Thus, this was the beginning of the separation of the masculine and feminine/ man and woman (duality) and the establishment of rigid gender roles and assignments. This is what lead to the suppression, oppression and disrespect of the divine feminine and the over representation, proliferation and overt-population of a ‘hyper’ masculine dominant-aggressive energy streams! Due to all that was done to the original humans, we are both consciously and unconsciously striving to reconnect and be WHOLE again. Ideally, the male and female would couple in a divine union and learn from and balance one another within their respective polarity but how could this truly occur, if one polarity is suppressing, oppressing, rejecting and/or disrespecting the other? The will and drive to re-integrate with our divine masculine and feminine polarities IS a major part and necessity of our true self- RE-discovery. At the same time, we are still dealing the same invading presence, that want and need to keep fear, hate, wars, confusion and distrust among the sexes/genders, alive and well.
The Resolve to Bring Back Balance
In order to help to bring balance back to the collective consciousness of humanity, an unconventional plan was set into motion. Highly evolved souls/spirits consented to incarnate and help to bridge a gap between the sexes and genders, as well express and magnify the suppressed aspects of both polarities in whatever mode or expression he/she/it chooses. The entities who are taking on the tasks are what I prefer to call ‘transcendental spirits’.
What Is A Transcendental Sphere-ITs (a.k.a. rebellious or ‘free’ spirits)
Generally speaking, transcendental spirits usually take on the persona, and plight that would bring forth labels such as ‘outcasts’, ‘genius’, ‘misfits’, ‘eccentric’, ‘crazy’ or ‘weird’. In gist, transcendental spirits are rebels or free-spirits! They are highly evolved Beings that come from different planets and star-systems. They are not afraid to take on life forms that are often the source of great confusion, rejection, persecution and fear. The purpose and role is to help restore balance within an evolving planetary body; teach and bring enlightenment; positively influence the subtle energies within a collective body; elevate a collective consciousness, often through unconventional means and modes of expression; assist with balance in their respective areas; teach unconditional love. They are also commonly referenced as system busters by many spiritualists. Transcendental spirits are very respectful of free will due their ingrained level of sensitivity and compassion. Most spirits (sphere-Its) stick to energy streams, pathologies and patterns that they are most accustomed to; which mean that they will only incarnate within the same tribe, race, creed, color, gender, etc, throughout an entire cycle, whereas, transcendental spirits never limit their sojourns.
Why Would a Spirit/Soul Take On A Sojourn of a Transgender, Transsexual or Gay?
This would all depend on the intent and job of each respective Being but I will list a few reasons for such actions. Keep in mind that most transcendent Beings incarnate as the result of an imbalance of some sort and they use their energy stream and life force to either;
• Magnify and empower the divine feminine and/or divine masculine
• Bring forth compassion and healing
• Promote free self expression
• Help bring balance to the collective energy streams of the collective of humanity
• To teach and BE symbols and examples of unconditional love
• Empower/balance the magnetism of masculine and feminine energies
• Integrate both masculine and feminine genders into one biological host
• To generate energy centers within the body that would allow the spirit to maximize their work as gatekeepers
• To maintain higher spiritual awareness
• Challenge social norms
What Defines A Person’s Sex?
Our sex is the sexual role in which we play in the reproduction of the species but even this simple definition can provoke thought when we consider what happens to the fetus before the sex can be determined. From a biological angle, the fetus develops in the womb of the mother. It will inevitably reach a state that is female in design for a short period. The genetic sex of a child is established at conception based on the 23rd pair of chromosomes it inherits. The mother's egg contains an X chromosome, and the father's sperm will contain either an X or Y chromosome. It is the male (or rather the male's sperm) that dictates whether the baby will be a boy or a girl. If we were to look at the reproductive organs of the male and female, we will clearly see that they are very similar and there’s no coincidence here. Should the chromosome send a signal that the female fetus is to be a biological male in sex; the clitoris will continue to grow to form a penis. The ovaries will descend and become the testicles; the vaginal opening will be sealed (we can see the lining of this seal on males) and the uterus becomes the prostate.
If we were to take a little boy and girl and put them in the exact same clothes, hair style, shoes, etc., we would not be able to tell by appearance; which of them is a boy and which is a girl? It is not until we assign certain colors, clothes, hairstyles and designations that a differentiation is made. Of course, as we age, puberty and maturity kicks in and the body then releases specific chemicals (estrogen in females and testosterone in males) that would further the difference in sex. The point that I would like to make in this regard is that either way we look at it; there is a very fine line between male and female, even on a biological level.
What Defines One’s Gender?
Our native and indigenous ancestors truly understood the spiritual reasons behind gender and knew how to properly address and assign such a soul/spirit being within the tribe; thus continuing the harmony and peace within their respective communities. However, this awareness has been long since lost, due to centuries of dogma, religious programming and male dominant patriarchal systems of suppression, oppression and control. The Soul/Sphere-Its most ‘dominant’ accumulation based on the role, character, position in terms of dominance and passiveness throughout his/her/Its sojourns.
Most common gender traits; feminine-passive, feminine-dominant aggressive, masculine-passive and masculine-dominant aggressive.
In essence, our gender is not necessarily defined by what’s between our legs - it is based our most dominant emotional, energetic and spiritual accumulation. Allow me to further explain; lets say that a biological male (sex) had 20 incarnations and within those incarnations, he had 15 lives as a passive-feminine biological female and the other five lives was/is a masculine-aggressive male (including his present life). This would mean that that the gender of this biological male would be dominant in the feminine gender and since this would be the case, he will most likely have feelings, desires and magnetism that would be drawn to or attracted to a Being who has a gender and/or sex that is dominant in the ‘masculine dominant-aggressive’ magnetism.
On the contrary, lets say that a biological female, has had 40 lives; 35 as a masculine-aggressive and only 5 lives as a feminine-passive biological female; this person’s gender would still be leaning more towards ‘dominant-aggressive’ magnetic attraction; these are dynamics that would lend to the being expressing him/herself as gay or bisexual or sexually and emotionally expressive in a more 'fluid' way.
When it comes to trans-genders or trans-sexuality; this situation has arisen due to the case of a soul/spirit incarnating/integrating their consciousness into an opposite biological host for the very first time. Given that most incarnates forget their past or parallel lives and why they’ve come into a particular cycle, the Being will naturally have a strong feeling and inner-knowing that compels them to determine that they are in the wrong body and will seek to make the sex or image match their past or parallel gender accumulation.
I would be remiss if I were not to add that the vast majority of souls and sphere-Its (spirits) remain with the subtle energies in concert to the biological sex that they are most accustomed to (heterosexuality); meaning approximately 85% of the population will only incarnate in one specific biological sex and gender role until the end of a cycle.
In closing, no one is truly born transsexual, heterosexual, straight or homosexual (excluding hermaphrodites) per se, because a baby is born pure and desiring nothing but love, affection, food, shelter and safety… However, at some point in our development, our respective spiritual accumulation will be activated and will inevitably further shape, influence and lead us to BE who we are, in order to evolve the SELF or society as a whole back to a place of balance - no matter how unconventional, strange or ‘unnatural’ the means is or appears. When we (collectively) respect and honor the balance of life in all of her/his/it’s forms and expressions – the imbalances (no matter how they manifest) will cease to BE.
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There are many agendas occurring on earth at this time because we have an unprecedented number of souls/spirits and entities here! So, the rhetorical question is; are agendas inherently negative or evil? No, but one would have to go deeper and question the intent of an agenda in order to determine if it is a threat to the well being and free will of others. In lieu of greater visibility of GLBT stories, celebrities, political might and the ruling from the Supreme Court, that it is unconstitutional to ban same sex marriages; thus legalizing gay marriages in America https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=46zwSvm2sRg" target="_blank">(a prediction that I made in early 2013) - the exploitation and propaganda to fuel a narrative that furthers confusion and ignite fears in this regard, has reached an all time high! However, when we remove the emotions, ego and religious indoctrination, most of what is seen here is a heavily rejected and marginalized group (among others), who have not only been denied unalienable rights but were and still are the source of mistreatment, discrimination and persecution. We can see a group simply galvanizing and using their resources and political might to fight for their right to exist in a country that supposedly guarantees US ALL "Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness" in accordance to the United States Declaration of Independence. I would be remiss if I were not to add that these rights given by birth right as in our ‘free-will’ to BE, so as long as we don’t harm another.
On the other hand, I also see a sudden over-emergence and presence of GLBT images and negative stereotypes (hyper sexual) in the media in advertisement and even in content designed for children! I can truly understand both sides of the situation but what I have found is that the latter is not really the workings of the average member of the GLBT community. It is the workings of agents of the very same force that desires to see divisions and wars among humanity. As most already know, the masters of chaos and confusion are masters at creating ‘boogie men’ within groups/sects (especially marginalized groups). The Gay Manifesto and books about the GLBT pushing homosexuality to make everyone gay, lesbian and transsexual is being created and staged by the opposition to plant fear, distrust, disharmony and discord towards GLBT community. Remember, genuine https://indiancountrymedianetwork.com/news/opinions/two-spirits-one-heart-five-genders/" target="_blank">'two-spirit', gatekeepers or transcendental spirits will never force anything against one’s will but they will fight for the rights to be of their own will.
I understand how many will fall for the fear-mongering and ‘gay and trans-boogie man’ narrative but when we are connected to spirit and see the greater picture, we would know better. For example how many of us know at least 10 people who just woke up one day and ‘turned’ gay, trans or bisexual? How much is the general population dwindling as the result of so many GLBT people existing in this paradigm? In fact, in many instances, the population is growing even more and this is in lieu of all kinds of detrimental situations and circumstances afflicting the health of humanity, outside of same-gender and same-sex coupling. Ironically, many members of the GLBT community are opting to have their own biological children with a willing member of the opposite sex. Once again, the opposition has to sell this narrative to keep humanity from seeing the bigger picture!
When we really open our eyes, we will see that there are built in controls set in place to quotas put on the number of transcendental spirits allowed to incarnate in each cycle. So NO, the world will never be over-run or over-ran by gays or trans-people and those who happen to be apart of this group, was already destined to BE as such. The opposition hates and in some cases fear, transcendental spirits because they are not so easy to control and manipulate as the much as the general population. If one can’t so easily control and continue to just ‘kill off’ beings of this nature – then it would be much easier to convince those who are easier to emotionally manipulate via propaganda, dogma and religious programming, to believe that such Beings are a threat to humanity as a whole...
The aforementioned is how and why there's so much intolerance, misunderstanding, shaming, physical attacks, persecution, vilification and rejection has been projected onto the GLBTQ community by so many members from the greater society.
If there is no gay agenda, why is there such an increase in transgender-ism, trans-sexuality and homosexuality?
There are many conspiracy theories and beliefs as to why this is so but I have chosen to share five of the most measurable reasons why this is so;
1. The planet has the most people it has ever had at one time; number wise and this translates to the fact that there is more of everything that has always been in existence on earth. There are also many Beings who lived during the time of true sexual freedom and expression who have incarnated at this time due to take part in the greatest paradigm shift in human history.
2. People are no longer opting to hide or pretend to be in heterosexual marriages or hetero-relationships as they’ve done in the past. Both heterosexual men and women should be supportive of this fact, as they will less likely be fooled by one who lives in fear of SELF and use them to have the illusion of an honest heterosexual relationship.
3. All-time high mass incarceration rates (minority males most targeted); (industrial prison complex). This is the BIGGEST elephant in the room as far as I am concerned. We can’t put millions of hyper masculine, hyper sexual men (who many have an instinctive need to dominate and control others) and not expect homosexuality to occur. In fact, I have had revelations that homosexuality is covertly encouraged in some instances within these environments and definitely not for promoting love and understanding either. A consensual homosexual encounter or relationship in prison can stimulate subtle desires in a male or female, who has either suppressed an urge or feeling OR an accumulation of desires and pleasure zone from their past or parallel lives and this lends to why many males and even female go to prison and get ‘turned out.’ The inevitable is that they will most like come out of prison and continue seeking sexual encounters with members of the same sex.
4. Once again, we have to look at ‘cause and effect’ and the ‘law of attraction’ All of the above and then some can easily be connected to one who holds irrational hate and fear of themselves or others in this regard. That which we hate or fear will be drawn into our reality or will come out in our seeds (children). With the growing number of people buying into the ‘GLBT’ boogie men and killers of humanity; we will naturally see more of these people creating unknowingly and unconsciously, co-creating more of these situations. I would be remiss if I were not to state that ‘cause and affect’ and ‘law of attraction’ does not exist to punish or make one’s life miserable but it is there to challenge the soul/spirit of the Being to learn and hopefully grow beyond their respective self-limitations.
5. Man interfering with natures perimeters for a balanced level of females and males by way of abortion. In some countries there is a high practice of ‘gender specific’ abortions. Female babies and fetuses are aborted at alarming rates in favor of males to further expand or empower a countries military might. In other instances, females are seen as more of a financial burden due to cultural demands and expectations... The aforementioned has created such a huge ratio between males and females that there are not enough female mates available for the males who desire intimacy, sex and marriage with a female. Herein lies a breeding ground for not only homosexuality but a need for transcendental spirits who have a feminine gender to incarnate in biological male vessels in order to correct the energetic imbalances.
I feel that there’s a greater agenda that continue to negatively affect everyone, regardless of gender or sexual orientation. Ignorance, hyper-sexuality and loveless interactions are heavily pushed and promoted in the day and age when poor race relations; STDs, AIDS/HIV and hidden sexual attachments are at an all time high.
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I was having a discussion with a very spiritual and ‘awakened’ brother earlier today and we got into a conversation on how the opposing shadow forces pushes and MANipulate humanity into extremes (EX-STREAMS) in order to cancel out any chance of US becoming fully balanced and SELFrealized. One main element to this is the global MANipulation and control of the masculine and feminine principals. The discussion inevitably lead us into the so called ‘gay agenda’ that certain 'special interest' groups, have been speaking of for some time now. It is at this point that I made a distinction between the ‘gay agenda’ and the higher order of things and that is this; ‘gay agenda’ or not, there are so called ‘gays’ who were born to take this role as gatekeepers of the higher realms. I further explained why I have felt the way that I do for a very long time and it was at this point that he said, “you must have read Malidoma Some’s book”... I was like, who? I never heard of him and he then said, "Really? You've never heard of Malidoma Some'’? Just about everything that you said about the plight and purpose of gay people is almost identical to what Malidoma wrote in His book!” Then I replied; ‘well, I must look further into this person and His works’ and sure enough, I searched this person on Yahoo and found an article/interview on Him and there it was; almost everything that I have said and have been saying for years! There it was, the words and thoughts from a deeply spiritual brother whose connected with some of the most advanced indigenous tribes-men on the planet; the Dogon tribe! This was definitely synchronicity in action!
Some of you may be aware of a vlog that I had done on Youtube entitled “FAGGOT” where I touched on how a perception of being too effeminate or ‘soft’ (above all else) made me an outcast and misfit in a community that put tremendous valued on hyper-male sexuality and masculinity… I had done a part 2 to that original video entitled “JUST LISTEN (FAGGOT 2) and it was in this video that I made a point to state that if gays and lesbians didn’t exist to pick up on the global imbalances, we and the earth would not be here! The point was to expose the hidden and suppressed truth that the ‘authentic’ gay man/woman is really a guardian and gatekeeper between mother earth and the spirit and higher realms! Sadly, due to the extreme persecution, vilification and ignorance that is projected towards the so called ‘gays’ too many of them have lost their way and the connection to their center (which leads them to the gateway that we are connected to). Its so ironic, that Western society perceive gays as the curse and potential threat that will destroy societies but this mindset stems from a serious lack of understanding when it comes to gender, spirituality, metaphysics and the nature of reality. So I am sharing this blog, information and revelation with you all because I am fully aware that we have members who are struggling with what they feel in their hearts vs. the programming of Western society and organized religion. I realize that true empowerment comes from the unconditional love of SELF against all odds and once we do this; our purpose and job in life can be fully realized! Below is the actual article and I do hope that all my family and friends who have internalized self-hatred be inspired and remember that YOU TOO matter, more than you can ever imagine! Find your mark family and STAY connected!