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Self realization how to my way

Posted by EQnaFULL on December 28, 2014 at 1:45 PM Comments comments (2)


I have made some sort of a blog from my experience and also some information that mite help you with your way. This is in video form cus I dont like to type much and on paper some things are lost. Any ways this is what I had to say 4 now. 



Dreams: subjectivity vs objectivity?

Posted by Shawn Ewing on October 8, 2014 at 1:10 PM Comments comments (3)

Normally I have some fairly vague dreams, most of which I don't remember upon waking. But there are some dreams that stand about among others. My most recent occured just the other night. I was at my own wedding. (Maybe the fact that Pennsylvania now has same-sex marriage could have something to do with it, but that was back in June!)

My wedding dream was a bit weird. In my dream I was walking down the aisle of a church, toward the altar, which turned out to be a large set of steps that stopped at the wall. I walk past a cousin of mine who acted at a best man of sorts along with many others, whom I attrituted to my family. He and I exchange vows. Another strange aspect of this dream was it was someone I am acquianted with in life: I attended the same high school, and graduated the same year, I even loaned him money (over a year ago, which I just gave up on getting back--which was likely for the best). Then my dream went into another phase.

The second half of my dream was me searching for photos of the wedding. I found none. The dream ended.

Usually, I go to http://www.dreammoods.com/ for interpretation, since it's likely to be more objective than I would be in the case.

My interpretation is this: since dreams can be prophetic to a strong degree, am I looking at my own impending marriage, but not the person I described? Or as the interpretation goes: there are two aspects of myself coming together either in the immediate future, or some time in the distant future. I believe this dream to be nearly purely symbolic, since I know I wouldn't have any semblance of a chance with the person I described in my dream. The symbolism seems like what the dream site mentioned: http://dreammoods.com/cgibin/dreamdictionarysearch.pl?method=exact&header=dreamsymbol&search=wedding.

However, as I write this, I get the feeling something is missing and it will make itself known on its own time. Furthermore, the person I was getting married to almost didn't seem to be who I thought, it may well have been my own impression. I still feel an air of uncertainy when I think back on this most recent dream.

Any help of dechipering this dream is greatly appreciated.

Advice On Psychological Blockage/Creative Block

Posted by Travis Dottin on September 21, 2014 at 1:20 PM Comments comments (9)
Well For About 9 Months I Have Been Dealing With Psychological Blockage/Creative Block And Want To Know How Can I Clear This Block Leave A Comment

Ringing of the ears

Posted by aevong on May 28, 2014 at 8:00 PM Comments comments (2)

Does anyomne know what it means when this happens? i dont have the medical condition, but some people say that certain things ( like earth) have a tone, and thats what could be causing it or it could also be beings trying to communicate with you. Do any of you experience this, and know what could be causin it?

The Crystaline Earth

Posted by Andrew Godfrey on May 26, 2014 at 5:45 PM Comments comments (3)

This message isnt from me but an energy master... "The Crystaline Solar Earth "I had a powerful vision lately accompanied by downloads and syncing of knowledge. The Earth will indeed be turning into a sun, which is why ancient legends spoke of '2 suns' as well as many modern channels. But a sun is not what most currently think it is, its not a burning nuclear mass of gas - its a crystal structure frozen at zero point and thus emitting a VERY high and powerful vibration from its 'eternal heart'. Its a scientific fact that sound vibrations travel 4 times faster and further through water than they do air (which is why whales can communicate over vast distances), and even 14x faster through wood than air. This quite simply means that the DENSER the structure a vibration travels through - the higher it is and the further it travels. Most that are familliar with my teachings know that I am always encouraging more to 'solidy' their consciousness, to make their energy field as dense as possible and hopefully one day become crystal itself. So I just wanted to share this as scientific proof to back my claim. You see we have constant sound pulses traveling out of us, from our heart beat, from the sacred 'om' original sound pulse that comes out of the source within us. Well if we unify with our magnetic soul field, then increase its density - we will VASTLY magnify the power/amplitude and the distance we can project it. Since we form the exterior reality and its literally a mirror of our inside - when we crystalize so too will the Earth, which has its own heart pulse. So like I said Earth will indeed be becoming a 'second sun' but suns are NOT burning balls of nuclear gas - thats just how it appears to us because at its core it is a greater density than Earth, so all wee 'see' with our physical senses is how the sun's energy trickles through into our current density. So the destiny of the Earth is to one day be like the Sun, with a solid/perfected crystal structure radiating 'holy fire' outward unto the ends of the universe.

Those who travel out of body already know that the sun is a vast and perfected planet/living space for those of a higher evolution, well what I saw in the vision indicates that the Earth will become an even more magnificent structure/orb/sphere/planet, like its the nest step that ALL physical based consciousness has been working on...! Well there really is only one way to finish this project... The interior reality projects the external level so MORE and MORE of us need to make a 'conscious' decision to take steps to master our energy. You need to 1st learn to feel your magnetic soul both inside and outside the body. From there its all about learning to focus, for you must feel your magnetic field all around you and inside you at the same time. Then to solidify/crystalize it you must be to 'hold' the energy, or 'solidify' your consciousness. Which takes an extreme amount of focus and mastery of the feminine principles of energy. You must feel your light and 'freeze' it, get it to ZERO vibration and your form will the start to turn crystaline. Its very startling to feel at first, to hold that much density of energy, but after the body adjusts a bit it becomes a heavenly and pleasurable feeling. Frozen crystal energy feels SO amazing and there are NO words for it, but I will try... Its feels like grace, love, forgiveness, cleanliness, perfection and worthiness. The first time you feel it you will be AMAZED as well as every time after...! SO get busy everybody...! Master those minds, master that energy - both feminine energy and masculine, a future beyond imagination, beyond beauty awaits ALL of us if we but put in a little work and effort...! The crytaline 5d Earth awaits us...!" And I saw as it were a sea of glass mingled with fire: and them that had gotten the victory over the beast, and over his image, and over his mark, and over the number of his name, stand on the sea of glass, having the harps of God." - Revelations 15:2.. - Michael M. Keep it up the good work people.

Adolescent brain and behavior

Posted by AstralBooBaby on March 31, 2014 at 1:20 PM Comments comments (12)

A remember of a Facebook group that I am a member of, shared this link as part of a discussion piece; http://teenbrain.drugfree.org/science/behavior.html

He then posed and directed the following to me;

“Astral BooBaby this is proof that the HUMAN BRAIN doesn't fully develop on decision making until 25 how can you then prove that people were born a certain way..... no titles or any specific way..... but actually born to do any particular thing?”

Of course, I provided my response to his question and decided that I would share the article and my response here…

My response;

I know that some of what I am about to share here, may go well over your head but here goes… The brain is a processor and a conduit... Obviously, the brain is the hub of the mind-body computer and if it is under-developed, broken or compromised – it will be shown in the body and even in the actions of the individual whose using their body in order to be ‘present ‘ in this ‘dense’ physical reality but this state does not necessarily show and prove the metaphysical layer of this process that we call life. Therefore, I cannot answer your question without bringing in this ‘key’ layer…

Just like we are really not our bodies, we are not our brain either and consciousness is not ‘in’ the brain but consciousness is processed through the brain… Let me explain this in simpler layman… If you sat down to work on your computer and it had a virus or if it was broken or even if the hub was malfunctioning, would that mean that you (the operator) is in the same state? Of course not, you are just limited and stump on what you can get your computer to do but that does not mean that your (as the operator), will and intent and choices aren’t strong and present… It simply mean that you can’t get your computer to carry out your intention or action in the way you want or intend in that moment… However, when that computer system or processor is corrected, repaired or in this case ‘matured’ your greater consciousness and intent will be more reflective. Now, apply what I had just shared to our biological body/brain and the real-greater you! The real-greater you is operating on quantum level consciousness and intelligence – your brain and biological computer is designed to operate on layers of extreme limitations BUT if ‘the will’ of the being using that computer (the real you) is strong, he/she can and does override and correct the situation of the dense physical brain… Remember what I said in an earlier post that ‘free will’ starts before birth? Yes, we all knew of the limitations, set-backs and ‘issues’ with our biological computers (human frailties) but we come in and allow the process to be what it is and mind you, it’s a very, very, complicated and layered process.

So you see, the ‘choices’ to BE who and what we are going to be was/is made before we get here; before we get a body or brain… All of what is shared in the article about the brain is just outlining a layer of the ‘dense physical’ reality and process... Let us say that everything that I just shared was not or is not true– it still doesn’t change the fact that people well beyond the age of 25 are standing in ‘consciousness’ and awareness that was/is before their brain or body was even formed (this is already well documented)... There are people who are well in their 40s, 50s and 60s and beyond, who are very ‘clear’ and articulate in their choices that you may find disagreeable. I really want us to be careful to not play into this ‘we have no choice or responsibilities in what we do or say for a large portion of our lives’ because it can easily fall into ‘non-accountability’ category and that proverbial ‘victimhood’ mentality… If someone tells you that they made a ‘choice’ to do something, trust what they say because they clearly know better than you because it’s ‘their’ life path or matrix… If someone say that they were born to BE a certain way, that’s their truth and no one who does not have their consciousness, heart, body and mind, should be ever so self-righteous in telling them that this is not so… This life is a test of will and again, that test begins before we ‘experience’ this dense physical body and world – so the ‘choice’ to experience and BE whatever or whoever we are or will BE, was/is and will always be ‘ours’…

In closing, if you expect me to address these things based on conventional wisdom, beliefs and thought projections – forget it... I live and walk between multiple worlds and awareness and I will never deny either… Hence, I don’t play into those limitations that you often focus on and please don’t confuse this with liberalism, democracy or having ‘deaf-ears’ – I am a cosmic messenger; all that I AM and destined to be was a ‘choice’ that I made long before getting a brain and body or vessel… I have always ‘felt’ this higher truth… Yes, this is all my ‘choice’ – my ‘truth’ and I am sticking to it :)

Any thoughts? Please weigh in, if you will...

the world only turns for the wicked

Posted by WwMarioG on February 18, 2014 at 1:35 AM Comments comments (17)

Seem like everyday the wicked continue to be progressive in this world. But . People that continue to lie still and damage others tend to do very well in all areas of there lives. I just don't understand. How can this insane ways continue? I finished school since 2008. I am still not where I need to be. I been so depressed almost as if I am losing it. I ask for the simple things in life and try and this is what I get. Maybe this is why people get involved in Satanist organizations. Seem like no matter what I am getting nothing, no results. I wonder sometimes if I was a liar theft and all about myself, would I get what I want? I feel like this awful society took everything that was given to me. Why do the bad unbelievably continue to make it abd excel. Maybe I need to be one of them. Ever where I go abundance seems to flower over them. I must be on the wrong planet. If there is some High Level Occultist that can help me turn my life around and teach me the secrets of the universe. Please feel free to hit me up You are welcome to inbox me. I should not be paying for any service because of my situation. I need to know the real stuff. Your never going to make it in this world being good. I send love and my heart is broken a million times. I came to the understanding that being good and loving just don't make the world go round. And I am tired of people saying that. Because if it was true the world would be IN better conditions.


Posted by Maria aka Xc on January 1, 2014 at 9:20 PM Comments comments (12)

CHAPTER 9 of "Connected by Nature's Law" by Michael Laitman

I know this is quite a lengthy read, but if you have the time; in my opinion, it's worth a look at! If you would like to read the book, please see the link in closing! Don't be put off by the chapter- title (The end of the Ego); as you will clearly see as you proceed!................


After centuries of scientific development, we are discovering that there are fundamental laws in our world that affect us and the quality of our lives. Our work in this world is to evolve and discover those natural laws in the world around us. As intelligent beings, we are distinguished from the animal kingdom and can test and examine those laws of Nature—what benefits us, what harms us, how to improve our lives, and how to secure a better future.



Man is not an animal who acts by instincts, guided only by its natural drives, dictating its behavior from within. Unlike animals, man has freedom of choice in his actions. But that freedom sometimes yields undesirable results. Humans sometimes harm themselves, while animals do  not. Animals don’t use drugs or alcohol, or hurt each other unnecessarily. They eat one another, but only to sustain themselves, not because they have an ego or are inclined to harm or dominate others.




In other words, humans have a “surplus desire” that is not subject to Nature’s absolute laws. Rather, we can use our will freely—for better or for worse. Our desires go beyond eating, reproducing, and building a nest or a den. We also want to travel, to see the world, to develop science, knowledge, culture, education, and whatever else makes life enjoyable.




For some reason, humans conduct their lives in a worse way than do animals. I sometimes envy cats and dogs because their lives are good and secure, and they seem to have everything they need. Humans are constantly suffering, stressed, competing, and consuming themselves.


When we look at others, we envy and hate them, yet we demand respect from them. Throughout history, we’ve never known how to use our superior human traits. Instead of establishing happy, good lives, we’ve come to a place of depression and hopelessness.


The life of an individual begins with the father’s drop of semen. Nature has prepared for us a safe place in which to develop, a womb that guards us. Once we have grown in the protective shelter of the womb, we are born into this world. We rest in the loving arms of a mother and father who watch over us because we are dependent on them and cannot cope on our own.




Society, too, watches after children and treats them with understanding until they grow up. This is how it’s been for generations until recently, when this, too, has been hampered. But until maturity, when we can stand on our own two feet and sustain ourselves, we receive our kin’s support and that of the general society, which aids our development.




We are lenient toward children and provide for their needs because you cannot ask them to be independent while they are still developing. Our relationship toward the new generation is instinctively embedded in us by Nature. Afterwards, when children become adults, they join the circle of life, and society’s attitude toward them changes quite abruptly. Nature’s laws ascribe accountability, and the family and the environment demand responsibility and reliability.




The wrongs we do when we are age ten, which might be treated as mischievous, will be treated very differently when we are twenty and we can be punished for them. There is an actual inversion in society’s attitude toward us. As long as we’re juvenile, Nature and the social environment are considerate and kind. But as soon as we grow older, their attitudes toward us change and become seemingly inconsiderate, while we would prefer to continue being treated like children, and not committed to growth.


We would like to be excused and treated as nicely as before, but circumstances have changed. Now we are expected to fulfill some roles if we’re to be treated well by the environment. The forgiveness we’ve been accustomed to throughout our childhood and adolescence is gone.




The change in attitude toward us on the part of Nature is extreme. Among animals, the parents guard their young until they are on their feet and can move and get to know their surroundings. Within a few months or up to two years, depending on the species, the young are set free and must provide for their own food, safety, raise their own young, or become part of the pack.




It would seem that it needn’t be that way for us because our society is one of intelligent, knowledgeable, and understanding people. We use intelligence to change the world, making it better and more comfortable. So why can’t we make a better world for adults?




Once we’ve reached adulthood and began to run our own lives, why can’t we build for ourselves good and favorable relations and continue this way? After all, we see that Nature has promoted us through evolution, made sure we’d suffer and change through pressure, punishments, and torments, so we probably can learn from Nature’s guidance.




Indeed, if we relate to the social environment properly and build together a wholesome society, we will live as before we were born, when we were protected in the womb, and as we do after birth in the “incubators” of family, kindergarten, and school. Why can’t we relate to each other in this way and continue in a favorable manner? Also, if it were previously so, what’s preventing us from continuing this good, healthy way of life?




If we examine history we will see that previous generations lived in clans, like villages, where everyone cared for everyone else. The men would all hunt together to get food for the clan, and the women would all stay home, prepare the food, and tend to the children. Everyone was looking after everyone else’s children. Today you can still find this form of life in different places in the world.




So why didn’t we continue to develop in that form, maintaining that good environment on a broader scale using the technology, culture, and education we’ve developed?




What spoiled those relationships? What changed?


  What happened is that our egos grew, and as a result, we’ve drifted apart from one another. We began to look at each other not as brothers, but as competitors, assessing who was worth more and who was worth less. Now we want to dominate others, “buy” them as employees or slaves. We even want to steal what’s theirs because we no longer have anything in common with them, such as keeping a household together.




Our egos began to separate us and detach us from that primitive society, that primordial commune, and spoiled things for us. If our egos hadn’t grown, and if we’d be growing only in knowledge, things would have been better. The problem is that the growing ego is the one prompting us to obtain knowledge and discover new things. The thrust of the growing ego to develop us and the desire to receive more and more, are all good. But if that desire had evolved toward obtaining good things not only for ourselves, but for our environment, it would have been better. If we’d known about it in time and tended to it at once, we’d have overcome the ego and it wouldn’t have separated us. We’d see to it that all its actions—nurturing the desires within us—would be turned only toward the benefit of the environment.




But is that possible? History proves it’s not. Thus far, we have been developing and our egos have grown into a mountain of hatred, envy, lust, pursuit of honors, and a desire to dominate everyone. This is why we are in such a crisis today. We have everything, yet because of our ill attitudes toward each other we cannot establish good laws, we are unhappy, unwell, and insecure. Because of the competition among us, we are destroying Nature and ecology, since we’re using our egos to harm others. We cannot control the ego, and as a result, our lives are growing worse.


Nature, which develops us through its laws and through the environment, treats us in two ways. On the one hand, it intensifies our egos. On the other hand, it shows us how the growing ego within us constantly separates us and positions us against one another. It is the cause of everything that’s bad, and we’re being punished because of it.



But what can I do if I have two opposite forces within me? On the one hand, there is an inclination within me that causes me to feel satisfaction when I benefit myself at the expense of others. On the other hand, in that same inclination, I feel no satisfaction because when I use it, the result is that everything—society, science, education, culture, and personal life—is ruined by that same power of development, namely the ego.




The question is, “Can we change how we use our egos? And if we do, how?




Nature is the force that surrounds us and operates on the whole of reality in a uniform manner, following a single law—the law of unification, participation, and love, the Law of Bestowal. This is how Nature operates all its parts on every level—the still, vegetative, animate, and human.




This is why there is evolution, which wouldn’t be possible if Nature didn’t constantly add heat, food, and everything else required for growth. If we can’t find within us the power to restrain the ego, we must find in Nature a force that will allow us to use it in a positive manner. It doesn’t mean that we should stop being egoists, because precisely through this motivation we’ve obtained many things beyond food, clothing, housing, and health. For a third of the day, in our so-called “free time,” we can do many things that would be good for everyone.




If the ego has brought us to such excellence in our technological development, we must learn to use it for the best, to harness it and steer it away from hating others and toward loving them. Thus, we will maintain our standard of living, and will continue to develop in every realm of life in this world, family, children’s education, culture, health, and everything else.




If we only knew how to use our egoistic nature in favor of the environment and society, we would develop ourselves and our surroundings, and we would do it in a good and favorable manner. We’d think about how to give people the ability to take the whole of society into consideration, so they would feel as people felt thousands of years ago when they lived in clans, in small villages, when we were all kin. We will help people come out of the state of not thinking of others.




Long ago, people considered everyone as one entity because the ego still wasn’t developed in people. But can people today progress with their egos so they are above them, regarding everyone as related, as family?


Can we suddenly find a cure that would make us see the world through an integral perspective, that all are one?


How can I regard all seven billion people as parts of me, something I didn’t know or feel before?




This would be very different from myself today, when I patronize others. Instead, I would feel that I had to take care of them at least as well as I would care for myself or for my children, whom I care for even before myself.




What is the “cure” by which we can mend our relations and our attitudes toward the environment and toward humanity?




If we find it, there is no doubt we will be able to continue thriving despite the crisis that is seemingly arresting our development. Now, it’s as if we have nowhere to develop; we’re at a deadlock, feeling as though we’ve lost our way in the desert without knowing where to advance. Therefore, we need to consider where we can derive the strength to use our nature in a positive, rather than negative manner. Currently, we constantly want to bring the whole world under our own governance for our personal benefit.




However, it is we who are suffering from this intention, yet we instinctively operate this way. If we inverted our attitudes and thought of the well-being of others and the environment as we think of our own children, instinctively, the world would be filled with love. Moreover, perhaps we will finally understand that it is we who are ruining our world; corruption is not coming from outside us. Perhaps if we established among us relationships based on kindness, consideration, and unity, we would cause Nature and the environment to become united and considerate, as well.




Recent studies have shown that all parts of Nature are interconnected, that Nature is “round” and integral, and that we are adversely affecting the inanimate, vegetative, and animate levels of Nature. If we establish good relations among us, then not only will our behavior toward Nature and the environment change from the current trend of corruption and ruin, but the quality of our relations will improve, as well. The relations among us are also based on our mental and intellectual powers, the powers of our desire. These are the greatest natural powers in reality.


These forces exist in that same field, passing through our entire world from end to end, and governing all systems—from interstellar  to human. Therefore, we may, by balancing our relations, induce greater balance in Nature. Not only will we become balanced, but our entire world will become calmer and more balanced.  Nature teaches us that the only way we may influence people is through the environment, precisely because of our egoistic desire to rule over the environment. In other words, beyond being alive, people depend on the environment, wanting to rule over it and use it for their own benefit and “bend” it so it is under their rule. If we position a person in an environment that presents the opposite—expecting a person to be kind and considerate, or it will reject that person—the person will have to invert the original tendencies to envy, lust, honor, and power to follow society’s demand to favor others.






It is precisely that evil inclination within us that demands a connection with the environment, except currently that connection is such that the evil inclination is king. Without revoking that connection, the environment can make us understand that if we want to be great and proud, we must operate kindly, not cruelly. Gradually, because we depend on society, that person will understand that the desire to be in favor of self, to the detriment of society, must be inverted to be in favor of society.




We can see this in the corrupt examples in our world. Take a person who wishes to be elected President. In fact, that person wants to rule, showing everyone that he or she is great, can set new laws, establish a new regime, and create a new government, while being superior to all others. But then the nominee tells everyone the opposite: “I will serve your needs better than anyone; I have only your interest in mind; I am your best choice; I will be like a father/mother to you.”


This is common behavior in many situations. Our intentions toward the environment might be completely egoistic, but we understand that we must act in the opposite way, so we pretend to do so. Thus, there is only one way to induce change. If we show people an environment that will educate them toward new values, we will have no problem.


An egoistic person who wants to be President, who promises everyone jobs, housing, vacations, healthcare, and security, will be treated in this manner by society. The society will say, “If you want to be the President, first work for us, bring in good results, and then you’ll get appreciation. You’ll get what you deserve according to the good things you can do for us.” In other words, we’re returning to the situation where we cannot complain to anyone. While we are trying to change our lives, we cannot ask anyone to change. We’re not pointing a finger at people, demanding them to change. That demand, that whole approach, is very unwise. What we can do is reach every person indirectly through the environment, and affect him or her in such a way that that person will receive all he or she needs, without making any effort. That person will grow as if in a greenhouse, with the right temperature and moisture, in ideal conditions, and by playing and acting, that person will grow into the mold of the new society, and will be happy, just as children learn by playing and thus become more understanding grownups.




In other words, it’s all up to the influence of the environment on a person. If we’re smart, we won’t have to think of how each of us should change. Instead, we will create a “theatre,” a game of life that is fun to play. We will spend the free time the ego has made available for us on building a good, proper environment for us. With the help of educators, assistants, and teachers, and without any deep contemplation or effort, we will grow like children who grow by playing, achieving the change with ease. All we need to know is how to wisely use that free time and the laws we are learning about, and how to bring ourselves into the proper form.


We didn’t do this previously because we didn’t know about it. We were too naïve to see the evil in us. We thought our egos were helping us develop, and we didn’t regard them as bad. We felt they pushed us ahead, building ourselves families, societies, and countries. But we didn’t feel how removed from one another we’d become. We didn’t realize the ego would inflict such ruin and harm.




Only in recent years have we begun to realize how desperate we are. Only by building a new environment can we influence ourselves to create “new humans” in an incubator-like environment, or greenhouse. Like a sculptor, this environment will mold us into new beings. Instead of using the power that we have above the animal to be bad humans, we will be good humans.




For that to happen, we will use the power that exists in society, in the environment, in humanity toward a positive direction. Anyone who begins to bond with others will feel that he or she is together with everyone in heart and soul, one mind, seemingly one body. It will be so strong that we will perceive those thoughts and desires roaming in the world, and each of us will seemingly include the whole of humanity within us.


Then we will see how evolution and Nature’s impact on us have brought us to a wondrous state where each of us feels the self as the whole. We will come to a state where a person exits the sensation of this brief and limited life, and begins to feel the integral world through the whole of humanity. In this way, we will actualize the primary force of life. The ego, which separates us and elevates us above the animate level, will then raise us to the human level.


As animals, we are different from other animals in that we desire to use the environment either in our favor or to the detriment of the environment. Using the environment for my favor means that I want to receive everything that the human environment has to offer. If I want to use the environment in a crueler manner, meaning to its detriment, then I may exploit others’ money through fraud, or invade another country to enslave its people and take its natural resources.




In other words, Man rises above the animal level in two aspects: in regard to the environment, and in regard to human wisdom. On the one hand, the human environment is something that animals don’t have. However, Nature has built the human environment for us, tied us to it, and compels us to live in it, if we wish to live in comfort. We could not exist as humans without it. If I were to live in the jungle, I’d descend to the animate level.




Therefore, when we use the environment to its detriment, we eventually end up in a crisis, since we are interdependent, and that dependence causes us to hate each other. Then, everything comes to a halt and life isn’t good anymore. It brings no joy, freedom, or warmth. On the contrary, life is so mechanical and intimidating that we prefer the escape of drugs or alcohol, or even try to kill others because we don’t know what to do with those around us.




It’s a terrible situation, but this is our reality. We’re dissatisfied with life, we look at our children’s schools and the atmosphere there, and no one is satisfied with what they see. All we can do is tell ourselves that it’s the least of all evils.




On the other hand, we have human intelligence, which animals do not. With it, we can criticize the things we encounter and draw conclusions, such as that the source of our bad lives is our attitude toward the environment. If that attitude is turned to good, we will be able to feed the entire world just on the surplus food production we currently discard. The funds we spend on arms would be enough to build a house with a swimming pool for every person in the world! There is also much we can do to preserve the ecology in every area on the planet.




A few years ago people were excited about a new particle accelerator in Switzerland that was trying to discover the Higgs boson particle, which supposedly exceeds the speed of light. Building that accelerator required collecting money over several years, but the amount required to finance that entire project was equal to the amount of money the U.S.army spent in just two weeks in Iraq.


This is just one example of what we could do with money if our attitude toward the environment were different, and we weren’t wasting such fortunes on defense and arms. We can see what treasures we have, a gold mine that we are throwing out to sea, and our egos are consuming everything, preventing us from using our resources to have a good life.




If we could examine what we could acquire when the global arms race stops and the waste of over- production ceases, we’d see that five to ten percent of the world population could provide for all of humanity. In other words, the only reason we’re over-producing is because of our egos.




Therefore, we needn’t think that if we produce only what we need for sustenance we’ll be left spending our free time basking in the sun. To maintain the right attitude toward the environment, we will need to partake in creating that favorable environment several hours a day. This is why we are being given this “free” time. Every person relieved from caring for self will need to accept everything that the new world and the new relationships entail, and then tend to those new connections. To be liberated from caring for self, we will have to promote our relations with the environment, constantly giving them preference above the inclination of our egos.




We’re talking about using known forces of Nature, but people will agree to this only when they have no other choice, when millions of unemployed take to the streets and mothers are afraid to send their kids to school because of violence, drugs, and prostitution. This will be a situation where people are afraid to go out into the streets, and no one will know what will happen tomorrow in regard to personal security and health care.




In such a state, the entire development of culture— which is very important to us as humans—stops. We have to determine that living such a life is not considered a life.




Even today, fewer and fewer people wish to marry or have children. Our own children don’t want to exist, and question why we brought them into the world. We’re coming to a generation that sees no future, and we cannot live, much less develop without envisioning a future. This is why despair and depression are the most common illnesses worldwide, with antidepressants given even to our pets!


Theoretically, we could have evolved beautifully, as in previous generations when we were developing instinctively as brothers, all together. But we failed because while we were evolving naturally with our egos, we came to a state where only now can we see that the ego is our evil inclination, which harms us.




Who among us ever thought that his or her ego was bad?




For instance, when I was a child I loved technology and science, so I studied them at school. I also participated in various courses and later on went to university. When I finished my academic studies, I worked at a research center. My ego was constantly pushing me toward things I thought were good. I wanted to get to know the world. This was a certain type of desire for control, except it was not aimed at forceful domination over others but above it.




At that time I thought I didn’t care about humanity; I didn’t want to look at all those pathetic little creatures. I wanted to be godlike, to know everything that’s happening, highest qualities of Nature that govern man. I wanted to understand and absorb everything—the wisdom in Nature, the capabilities of Nature—and not just to be superior on the human level.




Although at the time that trait was not that evident to me, in retrospect I realize that it was stemming from a desire to control. I remember how I related to humanity and to everything on Earth. I didn’t only want to absorb our planet, I wanted to be at a level where I absorbed the entire universe. While that approach is egoistic, in those days it drove me forward toward development. Only later did I realize that if development is not in favor of humanity, it is bad. Actually, there are several degrees of “bad.” I could be bestowing upon humanity because I had no other choice, or because I wanted to receive greater rewards for myself. Alternatively, it could be that I simply loved humanity. Although I think I will benefit from giving, I begin to understand that doing so is good even if it doesn’t immediately reward me. There is a special force within that trait that warms my heart and broadens my sensations so I only enjoy loving others, not what I might receive from them in return.




All of a sudden, great hollows emerge in our feelings and awareness that we are currently unaware of. But gradually, through cause and effect, we open up more and more qualities that were latent and that are now evolving. Although these are trivial things that we already use, those qualities are already in us, but previously we had no recognition of evil, so we couldn’t use them to treat ourselves.




We need to understand that it is precisely the growing ego that pushes us to obtain wisdom. This is how it promotes us. Although it’s ego, it’s not the evil inclination. There are two levels to the ego. One level is where I want to fill myself with knowledge, a good feeling, food, sex, family. It’s as if I were alone in the world, hurting no one, just like any other organism that satisfies itself. Another level of the ego is where there is an evil inclination, when I want to fill myself with wealth, honors, and knowledge, things I can obtain only by exploiting the environment and exploiting others.




Wealth, honor, and knowledge are degrees above the animate level. These are human desires, which I use to satisfy the human part in me. They derive from the ego and stem from my desire to satisfy myself as much as possible. This is the part called “evil inclination,” when I want to satisfy myself by oppressing others.


 And there is also another part that manifests when I use others as they use me, in a good way, as in a family, as with loved ones. In a family, I use those I love and they use me for mutual pleasure, mutual benefit and fulfillment, so we are happy and content. This is the bonding part: we could be friends, a couple, or just anyone. Because it involves using others, it’s also considered ego, inclination, desire, but it is not bad because it doesn’t intend to harm others.




Only if I intend to obtain pleasure by force is it considered evil inclination because I want to enjoy without considering others, or while harming others. There is a broad range of relations here. I could be taking pleasure regardless of others, or I could be deriving pleasure specifically from hurting others. But all and all, my desire to enjoy the suffering I cause others—or the fact that I have no regard for another and don’t care whether or not another suffers—is called “evil.”Let’s assume that I committed bank fraud and managed to steal one dollar from every customer, then got away with it and received millions. I might enjoy the fact that I became rich, but I might also enjoy the fact that I degraded others by managing to steal from them.




These are just part of a broad range of attitudes I may have toward the environment, beginning with being inconsiderate and ending with my enjoying the suffering of others. If I am simply inconsiderate, I let others work for me and treat others like the machines I operate. I receive what I need as if it were 200 years ago, when workers were treated as slaves. If I also take into consideration the capabilitiesof others, I try to use others as much as possible, meaning I take their personalities, knowledge, and skills into consideration. Today, our evil inclination has so evolved that we as humanity enjoy harming others.




These selfish pleasures are signs that we have reached the most advanced level of egoism. In our development, everyone is at a certain level and my ego enjoys considering how much I am superior to you, how I can exploit you. It’s no longer enough to be rich if no one but my banker knows about it. I enjoy only if everyone sees my fancy car, yacht, that I own companies and control people. Also, I enjoy oppressing others because money alone doesn’t satisfy me anymore. Rather, I measure myself in relation to others.




All the above is considered “using others to the detriment of others” because I want to be above them. This is what’s causing today’s prevailing sense of dissatisfaction and rising suicide rate in the wealthier countries. Nothing is enough for us anymore; we’re at a dead end, and we can’t receive any pleasures anymore. Yet, the ego is also developing us. It’s bringing us into a state where we don’t know where to go. It’s brought us to a point where we don’t enjoy even the desire to be superior to others. And if I can no longer enjoy superiority over others,




I have nowhere to develop and nothing to live for, because being richer and more powerful won’t give me anything, so why should I bother if it doesn’t please me anymore?




Today, Man has lost his motivation to develop, the foundation, the engine of development. He has nothing more propelling him to continue. He doesn’t care if he has more or less. He is indifferent about the future altogether. This is a projection of our lack of desire, this helplessness within us. Previously, we wanted to be rich, strong, and wise. Today we want nothing. In fact, we don’t even want to continue the species; we wonder why on earth we should have children.




Everyone is in this general confusion. The situation is very complicated, multilayered. The solution is only in our relation to the environment, and its relation to us. If we establish good relations among us, proper ones, we will be able to create a glorious life and will receive new energies, unlike now when we are powerless and have nothing and nowhere to continue.




Until today each of us developed individually, linearly, as though on a straight line from the beginning of time up to this day. Our desire evolved in both quantity and quality, and has brought us achievements. But suddenly there is a stop, no reason to continue. We’ve come here running and have stopped midway because we have no reason to keep running. We’ve lost our way in the middle of the desert. It’s as though we’re in space.




The individual motivation is out, which is why we’re immersed in the despair that started some fifty years ago and has inflicted crises in every area—education, culture, and our personal lives. In fact, it is these crises that have caused the stoppage. This motivation will not be renewed, for we have reached the end and have nothing to live for, as physicians who prescribe antidepressants will testify.


Statistically, the suicide rate is about one million a year worldwide, a 60% increase over the last 50 years or so. Now we want to save the patient called “humanity” before it dies. The situation is critical, but it is not hopeless. We can correct it by using the additional power that will move humanity forward. It is a force that does not come from within humans, because we have nowhere from which to draw further desires to live. Instead, only when people begin to connect with others will they find additional powers.




We can see how the patient called “humanity” receives additional powers and comes out of the depression, helplessness, and deadlock. We can see how it acquires its life from its surroundings and discovers that the environment is actually itself, meaning that we are all one. In other words, by uniting we bring back to ourselves parts that are actually ours, but that we didn’t feel as such. It’s like a woman who becomes a grandmother—it gives her a new life. She loves her grandchildren more than she loved her own children because now it is the only pleasure she can have in life. To her, the grandchild is literally a cure. To summarize, our current state is such that if we don’t acquire from the environment additional desires from which we will feel great additional pleasures, we will not only end up in despair and depression, but in terrorism and world wars. We will be helpless, hopeless, and won’t understand why we are in such a world where it’s better to be dead than alive. We will conduct ourselves according to the maxim, “Eat, drink, and be merry, for tomorrow we shall die.”




We will experience eruptions and riots just so we can ignore the question, “What is life for?” Even now we can feel the question, but it’s still in miniature proportions. People seek peace and quiet in many ways, but can’t find any. Later, this will result in eruptions that will lead to wars.




We may be in despair because we cannot find a cure to our situation, but a cure is present. The cure is bonding and uniting. Only by uniting with Nature and with others will each of us receive new energies, support, and warmth. And within the new desire we’ll receive from the environment, we will receive new fulfillment.




When we connect to everyone, we will discover within the environmental fulfillment that will raise us to the human level. We will begin to feel our lives above the animal level. We will feel Nature’s perfection and eternity, and the relative calm that surrounds us now. We will also recognize the bad that has already been revealed allows us to mend the situation successfully.


Astral Sex & Immortality

Posted by Endless Mystic on October 27, 2013 at 5:45 PM Comments comments (3)

Hey guys!

   Its been such a long time since I've been "spitual" lol... Nah, I've been spirtual since my birth! I was wondering if any of you had astral sex and what that was like. I am also curious, how about astral sexually transmitted diseases (ASTDs)? I've been so curious about this topic and there arn't any sites that answer my question or I can do a survey on like this one! Can you make an astral condom? How would that work? Just imagine one? Did Astral Boo Baby do a video on this topic? HE SHOULD IF HE DIDN"T! For those expeiranced in teh art of astral/sould sex, please dish the secrets and tips and casutions!  for the rest of us who are having fun with the topic;  Leave me your thoughts or comments. :) Peace!