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The Mandela Effect ??? Another Possibility to the Phenomenon?

Posted by AstralBooBaby on December 30, 2016 at 9:30 AM Comments comments (0)

The Mandela Effect – Another Possibility to the Phenomenon?

By: ABB a.k.a. Astralboobaby

Nowadays, everyone seems to be talking about or interested in the phenomenon known as the Mandela Effect - perhaps this is because we have all we have all witnessed or experienced situations corresponds? No matter the reason for one's point of interest, the subject matter is relevant and as the veil become thinner - this subject matter and then some, will remain a major point of focus!

What is the Mandela Effect?... It is an event or occurrence that happens when a person or collective group of people has a clear memory of something that seemingly never happened in this reality. The term was coined in 2010, by a blogger named Fiona Broome, who had described an experience at a convention called Dragon Con. Fiona had discovered that others had a false memory similar to hers, which was that Nelson Mandela had died during his imprisonment in the 1980s. She made a connection with a collective memory of Mandela actually passing away in prison in the eighties yet somehow be released from prison to go on become President of South Africa! Myself and others that I know have clear memories of the media reporting that Mandela had passed away in prison. This memory is etched in my mind because I had a few passionate Afro-centric teachers and elders in my life at the time, who had expressed great grief and sadness of the news. However, we all know that a different reality has played out but why and how?


I would like to share a personal account to which I feel is a major factor of influence in this regard. Imagine an actual play-by-play of events that a few people have a clear experience of occurring, only to have it actually play out with mass consciousness, months or even years before after the fact? Sounds confusing? Allow me to explain... In the early months of 2011 - I was on the telephone engaging in some pretty in-depth conversations regarding the metaphysical with a longtime friend. Somewhere during that call, my friend asked me if I had heard the news that Don Cornelius, TV host and founder of Soul Train, had committed suicide by way of a gunshot wound to the head? I told him that I had not heard anything on the matter but he proceeded to speak in more details of his disbelief of the news. I recall him stating that he was listening to the local news from the living room television, as he was in the kitchen preparing something to eat. After our conversation ended, I logged online to find any news article, video or feed that would give the details on the claim but to no avail. When I found nothing to validate what my friend said that he heard, I simply put it off and didn’t think anything else about it. 

February 1st 2012 - the official news broke that Don Cornelius had committed suicide, by way of a gunshot wound to the head! Everyone was talking about it and the news of the tragedy was everywhere! It was at this point that my distressed friend called me to ask, if I recall him speaking of this occurring almost a year prior to? Needless to say that he was very confused and couldn't figure out how could he had possibly been wide awake, hearing of this news from the television almost a year before it had happened? All I could tell him at the time is that he is not loosing his mind - that this is clearly related to the paradigm shift. Upon doing research for this article - I tried to find any story or testimony, similar to what we had experienced, in relation to the death of Don Cornelius. I didn't find anything but that does not mean that others haven't experienced something likened to. For now, this experience appears to be unique to my friend and I but in these unprecedented times, we should all pay attention to what is unfolding around us. I have a strong feeling that some among us are shifting in and out of alternate timelines and perhaps, this may well be a symptom of spontaneous time travel.


In most instances, the Mandela effect is overwhelmingly recognized by a collective group whereby subtle alterations in every facet of society (mostly media and history) is different from what a collective group of people may remember. The alternative memories can be found in everything from DVDs, history books, newspaper archives, and so on. The lingering question of the day is how is this all possible? Some people attribute it to the cosmic paradigm shift and as a result, several alternate memories and parallel realities colliding with one another and we are seamlessly moving back and forth between the fabric of time and space. Others are saying that this could be the result of manipulation of timelines by savvy inter-dimensional forces with highly advanced technology to thwart global cataclysmic events. Some believe that this is the by product of CERN. Last but certainly not least, many believe that this could be the result of people time traveling and altering subtle things in order to shift an spiritual and ecological equation. I personally feel that all of the aforementioned matters and then some are indeed contributing factors.



As I have been stating for years, reality is not as solid and fixed as we perceive it to be – and I have more than enough experience to know this for a fact. Modern scientists are cosigning the fact that we are in a virtual computerized universe and this in itself has staggering implications! The great awakening in conjunction to energetic expansion has to be considered as well. Make no mistakes about it, we're experiencing events that is surely speeding up our collective understanding and evolution as a species at an unprecedented pace! It is such a magical and magnificent time to be alive on earth at this time! So, please keep your eyes opened and your intentions clear and in the words of Obi-Wan Kenobi, to Anakin Skywalker, from the Epic film series Star Wars -- “may the force BE with you!”




Posted by eerie777 on December 4, 2016 at 2:10 PM Comments comments (2)

There was a time not long ago,

when I would always hide

my feelings and emotions,

I kept them all inside

and I prented more than not,

at everything I'd do.

Then I would compliment myself

because nobody knew.

I'd listen to their points of view,

some were not to cool,

As I judged them,

I thought that they would judge me as a fool!

It semed that they'd not notice

when they made a huge mistake

how come i thought they'd notice me 

and every move I'd make?

I really envied all their fun

if I could be like them

to love myself, I wondered if I dare.

But then to come and think of it, I really shouldn't care.

If someone disaproves of me,

that's their prerogative,

but now I'm going to let me out-

I have the right to live!

Spirit animal/animal totem

Posted by Ihatewasabi on November 13, 2016 at 2:40 PM Comments comments (4)

I  have been curious about my spirit animal for a while now and I think I've finally figured it out with help from my angels. It seems so obvious to me now because this animal has always appeared in my dreams. It is amazing to me how my angels communicate with me through dreams. I asked my guardian angel to show me my spirit animal yesterday and that same night I had a "ridiculous" dream that I was trying to put rhinestone/diamond underwear on a dog. I woke up with that image in my mind so now I'm sure my spirit animal is a dog. I have always had dreams with dogs chasing me etc. so this makes so much sense to me. I did some research on what it means to have the dog as a spirit animal and it fits me to tee. What are your thoughts on spirit animals?


Posted by AstralBooBaby on November 1, 2016 at 12:00 AM

An astral parasite is defined as; an organism that lives on or in an organism of another species, known as the host, from the body of which it obtains nutriment or sustenance. It could also be defined as a person/being or entity who receives support, advantage, or the like from another or others without giving any useful or proper return.

 Make no mistake about it, parasites are everywhere in dense physical life and the truth is that this is no different on subtler planes of existence! However, for this month's theme, I wish to focus specifically on the vibratory layers and frequencies that we define as the astral realm(s). Ironically, we all witness the presence of astral parasitic influences all of the time through people that we see and interact with everyday! In fact, I have learned that no biological form is immune to astral influences! It's all a matter of us learning to know what to look for!

Just as we have microorganisms and the likes that attach themselves to us in dense physical reality, astral parasites behave in a very similar fashion. The only difference is that astral parasites cannot be seen or detected through 3D tools or systems. These parasites can only be recognized via pineal gland activation; strong intuition/discernment and the power of the divine spirit.

Based on what I have experienced and observed by way of many travels to and from the astral realms - parasites can cover a very broad range of shapes, expressions and forms. For example, some of them appear to be geometric in shape, while others appear to be plasma; spherical, ghostly and foggy and then there are those that appear to be similar to bizarre looking insects, alien-like or dark and shadowy. Some astral parasites may even look similar to human skeletons! However, the most notable and influential astral parasites, appear to be those who hold the form of reptilian or clown. I would surmise that the aforementioned types are commonly seen and labeled as ‘demons’ or ‘djinns’, although both entities can take on more of a broader range of shapes, forms and appearances.

Just as nature has given to us life forms that feed off of various forms of pests or insects that could be parasitic and problematic if not held in check - it appears that the lower astral planes has a similar set up. Astral pests and bugs are being held in check by forms, such as astral spiders! I had done a YouTube video in 2003, about astral spiders due to them being commonly seen by other astral travelers. Astral spiders are without exception, extraordinarily larger than earth spiders and like earth spiders, they come in a broad range of shapes and colors. They all seem to be highly charged, telepathic, psychic and intelligent! Some may argue that any spider or critter, be it physical or astral is not a positive thing but with regard to astral spiders, I have found them to be a positive element for defense and protection against smaller astral bugs and parasites. Indeed, astral spiders help to keep other astral parasites in check by blocking, neutralizing and even absorbing their respective psychic or energetic chords. Therefore, if you happen to see an astral spider as you travel about but you don't feel drained or tired the next morning, CONGRATULATIONS, you have a powerful tool of protection against astral parasites, by way of an astral spider! 



Any conscious or sentient Being who has been to or gained access to the astral realms is at risk of attracting astral parasites and it does not matter if we are consciously accessing the astral realm or not.  I have learned that there are certain individuals who are the most likely to attract them! Astral parasites can latch on to one’s astral, emotional and/or light body in order to feed off of one’s energy centers (chakras). They can also plant thought projections into the mind of its target to influence or possess the host. They can also send electrical signals and impulses to the mind via the auric field in order to move the host to engage in aggressive behavior patterns that attracted the parasite to begin with. In other words, it appears that if we are already engaging in thought-forms, behavior and patterns that are appealing to an astral parasite - we can magnetize the parasites and they can influence us to engage in the behavior far more frequently than we would have done, on our own accord.

Whether we are a Being who travels the astral realm spontaneously, as a voyeur, investigator or to do clearing work - we will quickly learn that portions of the astral realms are very dim to down right dark and gloomy (the lower or lowest realms in particular). However, like a moth to a flame - some astral forms will be drawn to those of us have larger auras and/or bright radiant light from within but the parasite will observe from a safe distance because our protection barrier is very strong at in this state! We could literally obliterate an entity or parasite when/if our light bodies are vibrating at a certain frequency! On the contrary, Beings who are in a perpetual state of negative thought projections, emotions and behavior, are the most vulnerable to astral parasites! The reason for this is because when we are in any of the aforementioned states - our aura becomes weak and our inner-light is dimmed. Our energy streamers will begin vibrating very slowly and thus, we will be giving off electromagnetic pulses that would be the closest energy source or 'life' force for the said parasites.

Mind Altering Substances Can Make Us Very Vulnerable To Parasites!

Everything is energy and has a multi-dimensional subtle copy of itself crossing dimensional layers and timelines. Therefore, that which we smoke, drink or place on us, will affect us physically, mentally, energetically, psychologically and ethereally. Substances that hold heavy vibratory imprint will not only dim one’s inner light but weaken the aura and create a disconnect between mind and soul. As I have stated in the past, when we are not in control of our own mind – someone or something else will be in control of it! Astral parasites, entities or what many label as demons are specifically drawn to individuals who are under the influence; this is primarily due to the greater propensity to mind-control or possess his/her host.

Those of us who are very fearful, selfish, greedy, deceptive, lustful, hostile, vengeful, war-like, hateful, and violent are by far the most desired by some of the more aggressive and insidious astral parasites. There is no doubt in my mind that all of the world’s most infamous and notable serial killers, war mongers, sociopaths, psychopaths, rapists, pedophiles and lovers of violence have or/had astral parasites and attachments of monstrous proportions! Hosts and hostesses for these 'possessive' types are an easy gateway and target by Beings who want to generate the energy of chaos, pain and suffering, so as to experience and harvest these energies.


The symptoms that I listed can be attributed to many conditions and possibilities. However in this regard, I am listing all that I have been able to map over the years via intuition, discernment, experience and observation. The operative word is ‘may’ in relation to the symptoms listed in conjunction to astral parasites. If you are or know someone who’s having any or all of these symptoms, please seek higher or professional counsel to rule out any potential medical issues.


  • Sudden impulse, thought or strong desire to do or perform something that is out of character.
  • Acute depression w/pessimistic attitude.
  • Strong interest in being entertained or take part in violence or violent acts.
  • Abdominal discomfort/consistent fluttering and cyclical pain.
  • Lacking in self control; feeling as if you will is not your own.
  • Feeling extremely tired and lethargic in the morning and/or during the day, no matter how much sleep or rest you may be getting.
  • Chronic headache or backaches in the mist of having done anything to cause such a thing to occur to begin with.
  • Sudden reoccurring nightmares (will see strange beings and creatures) and night terrors; anxiety, panic attacks.
  • Hearing voices in your head; commands and directions to perform a harmful duty or act to yourself or others.
  • Expressions of obsessive and compulsive behavior.
  • Strong desire to eat or drink foods that are not commonly or normally consumed.
  • Desire to participate or explore sexual acts and activity not organic to self.
  • Sudden and acute hyper sexuality.
  • Dramatic change in personality and speaking voice.
  • Consistently cranky, agitated and paranoid for no apparent reason.
  • Forgetfulness; doing, saying and performing things but having no memory of them.
  • Extreme and instantaneous mood swings (bipolar).
  • Constant thoughts of suicide.




The good news is that with consistency, dedication and discipline, it is not that difficult to shake-off (astral) or protect one's self against parasitic attachments. The very best solution in this regard is to hold a strong defense! Maintaining a strong body electric is 'key' because having a strong mind, body and soul is the equivalent of keeping an impeccable multi-dimensional immune system!


  • Periodic detoxification of the body and major organs with all-natural herbs, juices and oils.
  • Eat foods high in electricity (all green) and lots of sun-lighted or alkaline water
  • Greatly reduce or totally remove dense meats and processed foods from your diet. (Naturally these items hold dense energy, which could weigh down your energy bodies and weaken your auric field)
  • Practice celibacy or abstinence periodically for at least 3 to 4 months (includes no masturbation).
  • Do not use any mind altering substances such as synthetic drugs, alcohol, laced marijuana or cigarettes.
  • Remove yourself from dark and heavily dense people, places and things and step into places full of life, light and love!
  • Meditate or spend quality time taking in rays from the sun!
  • Refrain from impulses, behaviors and urges that are in alignment with some of the slow-vibratory behavior previously listed.
  • Routinely burn rosemary, white sage and smudge the corners of your most common dwellings.
  • Make use of all natural oils, candles, incenses, created and designed maximize one’s health, wealth, vibratory frequency and spiritual clarity!
  • Keep your dwellings clean and orderly and your body fresh and clean (negative astral parasites thrive on foulness)!


In a nutshell, the very best way to deal with any parasite is to simply stop entertaining, focusing and doing the very things that is attracting and feeding them! Don’t cooperate with the parasite and it will inevitably leave or die off.

Continue to question, learn and GROW!


Posted by AstralBooBaby on October 1, 2016 at 2:30 PM

Controlled Opposition of the Collective Conscious Community?

By: ABB a.k.a. AstralBooBaby

    Controlled Opposition is when a deliberate attempt or conspiracy is made to either create an opposing effort to any existing power base in order to obtain control of any opposition to one's own desired outcome or intent. It should be of no surprise that some protest movements are being led by government or corporate agents and others are lead by puppets who are under ‘service-to-self’ or nefarious spiritual influences. In conjunction to, every major religion has their own spin or definition of the opposing forces that humanity is contending with but at the end of the day; these are reminders of the level of deception and ill-intentions we may content with.


For us to truly understand the relevancy of how what was previously shared can easily be applied to what many of us are classifying as either a ‘great awakening, ‘paradigm shift’ or ‘ascension’, we must first examine what a movement is. A movement in this context is; an act of moving ideas, places, people and things from one place to another. Many groups, sects and cults throughout time and memorial have prophesied a time when everything under the sun and in the universe would change, move or evolve to a higher respectful status. In truth, the revelation of such things are not really prophecies at all, they are cycles. Yes! Nature and the universe has natural movements and cycles build in and given that we are connected to the earth and the universe, naturally we will be affected by these natural cycles. The growing unrest with the way things are and have been in every facet of our lives is ironically accelerating a global shift of consciousness like we have never seen in this life time. Rest assured that there are forces, groups and sects who greatly benefited from the way things have been and are working to a point of leaving no rock un-turned in order to counter and ultimately still control all aspects of this particular movement.


Those who wish to keep humanity mentally or physically enslaved are very aware that this larger than life movement is here and there’s nothing that they can do to stop it. However, they are clear on how to use measures, tactics and methods to potentially steer humanities great awakening in a way that would not disrupt their power structure and base as much. From many of our respective vantage points, these tactics appear to be working but if one has the eyes to see the bigger picture – we can see that such a plan can only exist in another reality and not the one that is unfolding. Since this movement is one that primarily reset or regenerates the consciousness of humanity; this is the point of focus that I shall expound upon.


Where the head lead – the body will follow


Humans have been programmed and conditioned to depend on rulers, authority figures and/or leaders for direction, guidance and to feel safe. There is nothing wrong with leaning on leaders for guidance and a voice for the collective, IF those who lead and sincerely have the best interest of those that they are coalescing. However, history has shown us a consistency that too many leaders used their positions to extort, exploit, oppress, incite senseless wars and in some cases, murder and tortured the very people who put a great deal of trust in them. Without fail, these leaders were able to gain their positions from a disconnected and unconscious collective whom were baited with fear, dogma and emotional driven propaganda. Should humanity be surprised to have the manifestation of such a chaotic, violent and deceptive reality with heads of states, tribes and civilizations that we have been dominated by throughout history? For if the people then and today were more consciously in-tuned with one another and the world in and around us, such leadership could not have ever risen to power to begin with. 


Motivation Behind Seeking Higher Consciousness and Understanding



Having the vantage point of communicating with people of all walks of life, from all around the world, there is a consensus of feeling tremendous mental, psychological uneasiness and spiritual unrest with the way things are. Naturally, those who feel such uneasiness, will begin to question the world around them. Some are revolting, rebelling and even demanding a global revolution! They are looking for answers that their current leadership and even religion has failed to provide answers to. When the paradigm shift begin stirring our core and motivating us to seek higher understanding, we will inevitably find our way to those of us who show great leadership qualities. We will find ourselves being drawn to those of us who passionately and poignantly speak about the answers to what we seek.


Those of us who are commonly labeled as ‘conscious’ or ‘enlightened’, are usually the first line of appeal and interest when one begins to ‘wake up’. The reason for this is because said individuals will speak the language that the ordinary world does not speak. My question is; are we equipped to know the difference between one who is genuinely there as a beacon, anchor or way-shower or are they yet another pawn, tool or puppet, strategically put in place by nefarious forces who want to lead you out of one system of dependency and control and into another? Make no mistake about it – this paradigm shift and movement has been co-opt. How could something so massively influential and eventful not be? I have been observing others who are seen and revered as ‘conscious’ for a long time and although I will not give actual names, I will certainly provide tips and advice on how to know the difference between one who is truly a natural vessel in aiding this movement vs., one who is not.

“The best way to control the opposition is to lead it ourselves.” -Vladimir Lenin


Seven Signs that One May Be An Agent or Puppet for Controlled Opposition In the Conscious Community

Constantly focuses on and promotes a ‘Boogie-man’ or ‘fear mongering’ narrative – Such person(s) will use the bulk of their platform to direct their audience into believing that there’s one particular sect or group who’s out to harm, kill or destroy them. This is not to say or suggest that there may not be some validity in what is being shared because most who are waking up will be baited with hardcore truths but it is when the person(s) entire platform is geared in such an imbalanced and polarizing way. The tactic is typically used to bait people into their emotions and when one is in their emotions, they are far less likely to operate in a fully self-realized conscious state.


Heavily backed and promoted by mainstream and social media – If I were your slave master and never wanted to see you free, do you honestly think that I allow anyone to use my resources of control, let alone my most influential systems, to teach my slaves how to break free? Stop and think! We must always be clear on the fact that nothing really expands on the mainstream or even social media for that matter, without the green-light from the puppet masters and gatekeepers who have their allegiances, to special interest groups and sects. Therefore, if one is financed, paid and allowed to gain greater exposure, promotion and backing by way of these outlets, you can bet your bottom dollar that it is highly probable that they are an agent or puppet for a controlled opposition.


Never offer any solutions to a challenge or problem – I have witnessed many who have large audiences who do nothing but engage in emotionally charged debates but offer no solutions on how to become truly self realized or empowered. This is again, another distraction tactic used to bait the viewer into nothing but amusement and entertainment, while appealing and coddling to the ego and emotions of their followers.


Uses platform to primarily ‘Expose’ certain individuals – There is a time and place for everything but when and if a person’s entire M.O. is to reveal the secrets and details about trivial matters such as a person’s private life, scandal and/or matters that has no bearing on society as a whole - watch out! Celebrities and celebrity gossip is a huge point of focus for several so called ‘conscious’ icons and pillars. Celebrities garner a great deal of attention by default and there are those who will exploit this fact to further their own self-serving or those they are servicing. The use of celebrity gossip, rumors, hearsay and scandal by members of the so called ‘conscious’ community, is really no different than how salacious bloggers and supposed journalist uses celebrity or popular names and likenesses – its all to sell something or to distract the people from the focus of a greater more meaningful existence.


Creates a relationship of dependency (potential cults) – I have witnessed those who have made claims that they are the only ones on earth who have knowledge of this or have authority over that and for this reason, their trusted followers must solely depend on them for important information from a higher authority beyond this world.


Promoting the God/Superiority Complex – In the climate of intense racial disparages, I can truly understand how one who holds such a platform can be appealing to a lot of people. However, we must be leery of anyone who solely pushes a supremacy doctrine solely based on skin color, gender, ethnicity, etc. For if one were truly conscious, we would see that every tribe has their respective strength’s and weaknesses and could use room for growth towards total self realization. A truly enlightened person would teach, advocate and explain how all tribes have been brainwashed and manipulated by a common thread but as long as one side continue to bait and harp on who’s more superior or powerful over another -- all involved will miss the greater point in what it means to be conscious.


Advocating and Promoting Physical War and Violence – War and pestilence (disease of the mind) is and will always be used to justify more violence, death and destruction. How can one truly become self realized in the mist of violence, destruction and mental disease? Can we now see how and why an opposing force would want such things at this time? A truly conscious person would empower themselves and others with the right knowledge to galvanize and strategize; to use logic, reasoning and rightfully so. Don’t get me wrong, something physical war is necessary but it should always be a very last resort.

Discernment is Key!


In its simplest definition, discernment is nothing more than the ability to decide between truth and error, right and wrong. Discernment is the process of making careful distinctions in our thinking about truth. I have always been an advocate and teacher (reference how to discern video below) for everyone to one to empower and teach people how to decode and see things for themselves. Discernment cannot only be applied in this respect but as it relates to every facet of our lives. So, I say, tread lightly and discern heavily! Your awakening and elevation of consciousness depends on it!

Continue to question, learn and GROW!

The Metaphysical and Spiritual Reasons Why Many Souls are GLBT

Posted by AstralBooBaby on September 2, 2016 at 12:00 AM Comments comments (0)

I have gotten several requests over the years regarding the above subject matter and have therefore decided to write a couple of blogs about it, instead of making a Youtube video. The views that I will share regarding the gay, lesbian, bisexual and trans community will not support the more popular narratives and this is done by design because there is a strong need for more balanced information on these matters to be published. The goal in this regard is to answer several questions that I have gotten on the matter but to educate, provoke thought and offer understanding.


In a world where there is a lot of discord, rejection and vilification of members of the GLBT community, it is hard to consider that it wasn’t always this way. Believe if or not, there were very spiritually inclined indigenous tribes, such as the North American Native Americans, who had often held androgynous, inter-sexed; masculine females and feminine males in high regard. The tribesmen and women of the village did not make the focus point or narrative of ‘two-spirit’ being’s natural attraction or sex lives. The reverence and respect was geared towards the spiritual gifts that came along with such a unique makeup. African tribes such as the Dagara or Dogon are well documented as citing such beings as ‘gatekeepers’. They (certain indigenous tribes) also believe that having such a unique makeup, gave beings that western society deem as GLBTQ, spiritual abilities, powers and awareness to spirit that an average heterosexual male or female is not so capable of, without an 'equally yoked' partner of their opposite sex or gender.


I cannot address anything of this nature without citing the first line ‘cause and effect’ behind the existence of those who are of or apart of the GLBTQ community. I shall begin with making my point by bringing attention to the very first human phenotype placed on earth; clan mothers. A Clan Mother was/is a traditional role of elder matriarch female within certain Native American and/or indigenous clans, who was typically in charge of appointing tribal chiefs and Faith-keepers. According to the Akashic records and my own cellular memory, I was able to confirm that the original clan mother was able to reproduce off-springs without sexual intercourse or sperm from a man or outside source! Their children were born balanced in both masculine and feminine attributes and this gave the original humans full range and use of ‘both’ sides of the brain. To have full range and use of the brain and connected to both the ying and yang properties gave the original humans abilities that we would deem as impossible or supernatural by today’s standards.



It is also true that this planet started out as matriarchal. An African elder and shaman Credo Mutwa, one of the oldest living African shaman in Africa speaks of the true origins of humans and how outside forces came in and re-engineered the genetics of the original humans. When one considers all of what I have just shared, the spiritual, mental and physical implications and domino effect lends to much of the gender and sexual confusion that humanity is still contending with to this very day. In essence, we are all striving to reconnect with the Divine mother and both the masculine and feminine attributes of SELF.


In many tribal communities, Two Spirited people were considered a gift because they had the responsibility of carrying two spirits in service to the tribe. Therefore, they were revered, respected and cared for because they were often, healers, visionaries, spirit doctors, traditional teachers and warriors!      


During the time when the divine feminine and masculine existed within humanity in a balanced state; assignments were given based on the one’s magnetics and character. All of this changed and was turned upside down, when domineering, renegade reptilian forces (not an indictment on all reptilians) came into the fold and had begun a concerted program to dominate and control every aspect of this world. Thus, this was the beginning of the separation of the masculine and feminine/ man and woman (duality) and the establishment of rigid gender roles and assignments. This is what lead to the suppression, oppression and disrespect of the divine feminine and the over representation, proliferation and overt-population of a ‘hyper’ masculine dominant-aggressive energy streams! Due to all that was done to the original humans, we are both consciously and unconsciously striving to reconnect and be WHOLE again. Ideally, the male and female would couple in a divine union and learn from and balance one another within their respective polarity but how could this truly occur, if one polarity is suppressing, oppressing, rejecting and/or disrespecting the other? The will and drive to re-integrate with our divine masculine and feminine polarities IS a major part and necessity of our true self- RE-discovery. At the same time, we are still dealing the same invading presence, that want and need to keep fear, hate, wars, confusion and distrust among the sexes/genders, alive and well.


The Resolve to Bring Back Balance


In order to help to bring balance back to the collective consciousness of humanity, an unconventional plan was set into motion. Highly evolved souls/spirits consented to incarnate and help to bridge a gap between the sexes and genders, as well express and magnify the suppressed aspects of both polarities in whatever mode or expression he/she/it chooses. The entities who are taking on the tasks are what I prefer to call ‘transcendental spirits’.



What Is A Transcendental Sphere-ITs (a.k.a. rebellious or ‘free’ spirits)



Generally speaking, transcendental spirits usually take on the persona, and plight that would bring forth labels such as ‘outcasts’, ‘genius’, ‘misfits’, ‘eccentric’, ‘crazy’ or ‘weird’. In gist, transcendental spirits are rebels or free-spirits! They are highly evolved Beings that come from different planets and star-systems. They are not afraid to take on life forms that are often the source of great confusion, rejection, persecution and fear. The purpose and role is to help restore balance within an evolving planetary body; teach and bring enlightenment; positively influence the subtle energies within a collective body; elevate a collective consciousness, often through unconventional means and modes of expression; assist with balance in their respective areas; teach unconditional love. They are also commonly referenced as system busters by many spiritualists. Transcendental spirits are very respectful of free will due their ingrained level of sensitivity and compassion. Most spirits (sphere-Its) stick to energy streams, pathologies and patterns that they are most accustomed to; which mean that they will only incarnate within the same tribe, race, creed, color, gender, etc, throughout an entire cycle, whereas, transcendental spirits never limit their sojourns.


Why Would a Spirit/Soul Take On A Sojourn of a Transgender, Transsexual or Gay?


This would all depend on the intent and job of each respective Being but I will list a few reasons for such actions. Keep in mind that most transcendent Beings incarnate as the result of an imbalance of some sort and they use their energy stream and life force to either;


• Magnify and empower the divine feminine and/or divine masculine

• Bring forth compassion and healing

• Promote free self expression

• Help bring balance to the collective energy streams of the collective of humanity

• To teach and BE symbols and examples of unconditional love

• Empower/balance the magnetism of masculine and feminine energies

• Integrate both masculine and feminine genders into one biological host

• To generate energy centers within the body that would allow the spirit to maximize their work as gatekeepers

• To maintain higher spiritual awareness

• Challenge social norms




What Defines A Person’s Sex?



Our sex is the sexual role in which we play in the reproduction of the species but even this simple definition can provoke thought when we consider what happens to the fetus before the sex can be determined. From a biological angle, the fetus develops in the womb of the mother. It will inevitably reach a state that is female in design for a short period. The genetic sex of a child is established at conception based on the 23rd pair of chromosomes it inherits. The mother's egg contains an X chromosome, and the father's sperm will contain either an X or Y chromosome. It is the male (or rather the male's sperm) that dictates whether the baby will be a boy or a girl. If we were to look at the reproductive organs of the male and female, we will clearly see that they are very similar and there’s no coincidence here. Should the chromosome send a signal that the female fetus is to be a biological male in sex; the clitoris will continue to grow to form a penis. The ovaries will descend and become the testicles; the vaginal opening will be sealed (we can see the lining of this seal on males) and the uterus becomes the prostate.


If we were to take a little boy and girl and put them in the exact same clothes, hair style, shoes, etc., we would not be able to tell by appearance; which of them is a boy and which is a girl? It is not until we assign certain colors, clothes, hairstyles and designations that a differentiation is made. Of course, as we age, puberty and maturity kicks in and the body then releases specific chemicals (estrogen in females and testosterone in males) that would further the difference in sex. The point that I would like to make in this regard is that either way we look at it; there is a very fine line between male and female, even on a biological level.



What Defines One’s Gender?


Our native and indigenous ancestors truly understood the spiritual reasons behind gender and knew how to properly address and assign such a soul/spirit being within the tribe; thus continuing the harmony and peace within their respective communities. However, this awareness has been long since lost, due to centuries of dogma, religious programming and male dominant patriarchal systems of suppression, oppression and control. The Soul/Sphere-Its most ‘dominant’ accumulation based on the role, character, position in terms of dominance and passiveness throughout his/her/Its sojourns.



Most common gender traits; feminine-passive, feminine-dominant aggressive, masculine-passive and masculine-dominant aggressive.



In essence, our gender is not necessarily defined by what’s between our legs - it is based our most dominant emotional, energetic and spiritual accumulation. Allow me to further explain; lets say that a biological male (sex) had 20 incarnations and within those incarnations, he had 15 lives as a passive-feminine biological female and the other five lives was/is a masculine-aggressive male (including his present life). This would mean that that the gender of this biological male would be dominant in the feminine gender and since this would be the case, he will most likely have feelings, desires and magnetism that would be drawn to or attracted to a Being who has a gender and/or sex that is dominant in the ‘masculine dominant-aggressive’ magnetism.

On the contrary, lets say that a biological female, has had 40 lives; 35 as a masculine-aggressive and only 5 lives as a feminine-passive biological female; this person’s gender would still be leaning more towards ‘dominant-aggressive’ magnetic attraction; these are dynamics that would lend to the being expressing him/herself as gay or bisexual or sexually and emotionally expressive in a more 'fluid' way.


When it comes to trans-genders or trans-sexuality; this situation has arisen due to the case of a soul/spirit incarnating/integrating their consciousness into an opposite biological host for the very first time. Given that most incarnates forget their past or parallel lives and why they’ve come into a particular cycle, the Being will naturally have a strong feeling and inner-knowing that compels them to determine that they are in the wrong body and will seek to make the sex or image match their past or parallel gender accumulation.

I would be remiss if I were not to add that the vast majority of souls and sphere-Its (spirits) remain with the subtle energies in concert to the biological sex that they are most accustomed to (heterosexuality); meaning approximately 85% of the population will only incarnate in one specific biological sex and gender role until the end of a cycle.


In closing, no one is truly born transsexual, heterosexual, straight or homosexual (excluding hermaphrodites) per se, because a baby is born pure and desiring nothing but love, affection, food, shelter and safety… However, at some point in our development, our respective spiritual accumulation will be activated and will inevitably further shape, influence and lead us to BE who we are, in order to evolve the SELF or society as a whole back to a place of balance - no matter how unconventional, strange or ‘unnatural’ the means is or appears. When we (collectively) respect and honor the balance of life in all of her/his/it’s forms and expressions – the imbalances (no matter how they manifest) will cease to BE.



Is There a Sinister Gay Agenda Being Pushed Upon Humanity?

Posted by AstralBooBaby on September 1, 2016 at 12:00 AM Comments comments (0)

There are many agendas occurring on earth at this time because we have an unprecedented number of souls/spirits and entities here! So, the rhetorical question is; are agendas inherently negative or evil? No, but one would have to go deeper and question the intent of an agenda in order to determine if it is a threat to the well being and free will of others. In lieu of greater visibility of GLBT stories, celebrities, political might and the ruling from the Supreme Court, that it is unconstitutional to ban same sex marriages; thus legalizing gay marriages in America https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=46zwSvm2sRg" target="_blank">(a prediction that I made in early 2013) - the exploitation and propaganda to fuel a narrative that furthers confusion and ignite fears in this regard, has reached an all time high! However, when we remove the emotions, ego and religious indoctrination, most of what is seen here is a heavily rejected and marginalized group (among others), who have not only been denied unalienable rights but were and still are the source of mistreatment, discrimination and persecution. We can see a group simply galvanizing and using their resources and political might to fight for their right to exist in a country that supposedly guarantees US ALL "Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness" in accordance to the United States Declaration of Independence. I would be remiss if I were not to add that these rights given by birth right as in our ‘free-will’ to BE, so as long as we don’t harm another.


On the other hand, I also see a sudden over-emergence and presence of GLBT images and negative stereotypes (hyper sexual) in the media in advertisement and even in content designed for children! I can truly understand both sides of the situation but what I have found is that the latter is not really the workings of the average member of the GLBT community. It is the workings of agents of the very same force that desires to see divisions and wars among humanity. As most already know, the masters of chaos and confusion are masters at creating ‘boogie men’ within groups/sects (especially marginalized groups). The Gay Manifesto and books about the GLBT pushing homosexuality to make everyone gay, lesbian and transsexual is being created and staged by the opposition to plant fear, distrust, disharmony and discord towards GLBT community. Remember, genuine https://indiancountrymedianetwork.com/news/opinions/two-spirits-one-heart-five-genders/" target="_blank">'two-spirit', gatekeepers or transcendental spirits will never force anything against one’s will but they will fight for the rights to be of their own will.


I understand how many will fall for the fear-mongering and ‘gay and trans-boogie man’ narrative but when we are connected to spirit and see the greater picture, we would know better. For example how many of us know at least 10 people who just woke up one day and ‘turned’ gay, trans or bisexual? How much is the general population dwindling as the result of so many GLBT people existing in this paradigm? In fact, in many instances, the population is growing even more and this is in lieu of all kinds of detrimental situations and circumstances afflicting the health of humanity, outside of same-gender and same-sex coupling. Ironically, many members of the GLBT community are opting to have their own biological children with a willing member of the opposite sex. Once again, the opposition has to sell this narrative to keep humanity from seeing the bigger picture!


When we really open our eyes, we will see that there are built in controls set in place to quotas put on the number of transcendental spirits allowed to incarnate in each cycle. So NO, the world will never be over-run or over-ran by gays or trans-people and those who happen to be apart of this group, was already destined to BE as such. The opposition hates and in some cases fear, transcendental spirits because they are not so easy to control and manipulate as the much as the general population. If one can’t so easily control and continue to just ‘kill off’ beings of this nature – then it would be much easier to convince those who are easier to emotionally manipulate via propaganda, dogma and religious programming, to believe that such Beings are a threat to humanity as a whole...

The aforementioned is how and why there's so much intolerance, misunderstanding, shaming, physical attacks, persecution, vilification and rejection has been projected onto the GLBTQ community by so many members from the greater society.


If there is no gay agenda, why is there such an increase in transgender-ism, trans-sexuality and homosexuality?

There are many conspiracy theories and beliefs as to why this is so but I have chosen to share five of the most measurable reasons why this is so; 

1. The planet has the most people it has ever had at one time; number wise and this translates to the fact that there is more of everything that has always been in existence on earth. There are also many Beings who lived during the time of true sexual freedom and expression who have incarnated at this time due to take part in the greatest paradigm shift in human history.


2. People are no longer opting to hide or pretend to be in heterosexual marriages or hetero-relationships as they’ve done in the past. Both heterosexual men and women should be supportive of this fact, as they will less likely be fooled by one who lives in fear of SELF and use them to have the illusion of an honest heterosexual relationship.


3. All-time high mass incarceration rates (minority males most targeted); (industrial prison complex). This is the BIGGEST elephant in the room as far as I am concerned. We can’t put millions of hyper masculine, hyper sexual men (who many have an instinctive need to dominate and control others) and not expect homosexuality to occur. In fact, I have had revelations that homosexuality is covertly encouraged in some instances within these environments and definitely not for promoting love and understanding either. A consensual homosexual encounter or relationship in prison can stimulate subtle desires in a male or female, who has either suppressed an urge or feeling OR an accumulation of desires and pleasure zone from their past or parallel lives and this lends to why many males and even female go to prison and get ‘turned out.’ The inevitable is that they will most like come out of prison and continue seeking sexual encounters with members of the same sex.


4. Once again, we have to look at ‘cause and effect’ and the ‘law of attraction’ All of the above and then some can easily be connected to one who holds irrational hate and fear of themselves or others in this regard. That which we hate or fear will be drawn into our reality or will come out in our seeds (children). With the growing number of people buying into the ‘GLBT’ boogie men and killers of humanity; we will naturally see more of these people creating unknowingly and unconsciously, co-creating more of these situations. I would be remiss if I were not to state that ‘cause and affect’ and ‘law of attraction’ does not exist to punish or make one’s life miserable but it is there to challenge the soul/spirit of the Being to learn and hopefully grow beyond their respective self-limitations.


5. Man interfering with natures perimeters for a balanced level of females and males by way of abortion. In some countries there is a high practice of ‘gender specific’ abortions. Female babies and fetuses are aborted at alarming rates in favor of males to further expand or empower a countries military might. In other instances, females are seen as more of a financial burden due to cultural demands and expectations... The aforementioned has created such a huge ratio between males and females that there are not enough female mates available for the males who desire intimacy, sex and marriage with a female. Herein lies a breeding ground for not only homosexuality but a need for transcendental spirits who have a feminine gender to incarnate in biological male vessels in order to correct the energetic imbalances.


I feel that there’s a greater agenda that continue to negatively affect everyone, regardless of gender or sexual orientation. Ignorance, hyper-sexuality and loveless interactions are heavily pushed and promoted in the day and age when poor race relations; STDs, AIDS/HIV and hidden sexual attachments are at an all time high.




Posted by AstralBooBaby on July 31, 2016 at 2:30 AM Comments comments (3)




By: ABB a.k.a. AstralBooBaby


A loyal supporter and Youtube viewer, had recently written me to inquire about a revelation shared by another spiritualist who happens to be a natural at astral projection. The revelation was regarding the occurrence of a severe astral storm that caused the death of millions on the astral plane. The bringer of this news requested prayers for all of the souls and spirits who were impacted by such an unprecedented event. Understandably, this news sparked a lot of questions and concerns, questions and even fears, in not only the person who reached out to me but others who had read or heard the shocking news.


The person who wrote me (whose name will remain anonymous) is seeking my perspective on the matter, had posed some very good questions and I will now use this opportunity to respond to those questions to the best of knowledge. It is my intent that I may bring clarity, peace and higher insights for all who need it.




Although I was not a witness to the event in question, I was able to get a confirmation that such an event had occurred. However, in the past, I have witnessed massive white neon white clouds of clearing energies sweep across the astral plane and even tornadoes. These storm-like energies are generated by the group consciousness of anchors and pillars still living on earth who wish to help bring balance and to help free many souls who are there to 'see the light' (so to speak). These are also Beings who are living on earth but are doing a great deal of work on the astral but just as there are Beings who want to bring peace, balance and order on the astral, there are forces that enjoy and revel in the opposite.

The astral realm can generate similar storms that we experience on the physical plane and those storms can be generated by a built up anger, rage, fear, hate, maliciousness intent (by malevolent entities and forces) and gloom by a collective group consciousness as well. Astral storms of such a destructive magnitude are very rare and I attribute the unprecedented storm to a combination of an out of balance collective group consciousness in conjunction to the acceleration of subatomic particles affected by the massive paradigm shift that has been incrementally unfolding within the universe for many years now.

I surmise that two extreme events catapulted ferocious thought forms and energies at such an accelerated rate, that no one saw it coming. No matter the reason, never forget that all layers of reality seek to create balance within and for ‘self’ and I am sure that this recent event on the astral is no different. In essence, this is ‘cause and effect’ playing out as it rightfully should.




Those who were affected by this storm appear Beings and souls who have chosen to live or remain on the astral plane after physical death, for one reason or another. This would explain the ‘death’ for these Beings because they do not have a physical body waiting on earth for them to come back and generate or rebuild another astral body via a dense physical body. For more information on reasons why some souls may choose to live or stay on the astral realms for prolonged periods, please reference my Youtube video; What Happens When We Die.



Based on what I have learned thus far, the answer to this question is ‘yes and no’… If we are using an astral vehicle by way of a physical body, our astral body can be stopped, impaired or slowed down from having any direct influence or impact on the astral plane. For example, a close friend shared an event where she was attacked on the astral plane by someone who is still living on earth. She visualized a larger than life size ice-sickle and impaled her attacker in the upper body with it. She witnessed her attacker appear to die but what she had actually done was blocked off this person’s ability to access the astral realm in a ‘physical-like’ way. The person’s astral-body is now immobile and useless for her ‘attackers’ spirit and/or consciousness to use. However, her attacker can create or regenerate her astral body by way of her physical form but this could take months and even years to achieve! I would be remiss if I were not to state that we can generate or regenerate an astral body by way of our physical body. The physical body and soul can absorb rays from the sun and star-dust from the physical and create as many astral bodies that we have the discipline and focus to create and generate. Again, that is until the physical form and connection to the sun is completely severed. If my dear friend was attacked and impaled by someone who only had an astral body, that Being would be rendered incapable of regenerating and their astral form will simply recycle back into the astral realm and their spirit will be released.


Remember! Having an astral body is much like having a physical one… They are both temporary modes of transportation (vehicles) designed for us to interact, experience and influence, in a more impacting and direct way within the reality, realm or world of our respective interests. Once that vehicle has been compromised or destroyed, our spirit, consciousness and soul is shifted or released and the vehicle once used is recycled in their respective environments. In the ultimate scope of view, the real you, me and/or US, is ONE with all that there is and yet to BE! So, fear not my friends! No matter what vessels or vehicles we encase, we are and will always BE in some form or another, for eternity!


The Man Who Held A Thousand Tears

Posted by Apple on May 17, 2016 at 2:35 AM Comments comments (6)

The man who has held a thousand tears. Bearing the pain he must live with.

The sorrow that grows, he continues to carry on. 

Refusing to drown in his own.

His demons knowing to swim.

The invisible walls he has become imprisoned.

He wants to know forgiveness. To hope to see his own.

Having his thoughts distraught by darkness, and blades of light with peircing tones.

It is his will that seeps inside the doors. His everlasting strength at honed.

wishing to see what made him feel love.

He holds down his tears, and continues to stare up above.

The Pro of Suffering

Posted by Jesse Harder on April 28, 2016 at 9:55 AM Comments comments (1)

Life is not just about suffering, but it is about change through suffering. Without suffering, we would not be the people we are today. It brings people closer and we learn how to approach it. Even if suffering is unpleasant, there is still a small ray of light in the darkness. Suffering makes us strong.