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Directors of Fear

Posted by Kenya Lynem The Psychic on June 16, 2013 at 7:20 PM Comments comments (7)

What fear does you justice in an energy roll of light? Does the fear dissolve or does it linger around us too? What fear dissolves in a midst of substance that is given too much at one time? Does the light dissolve this? Does the third eye dissolve this? Or does our substance abuse our fibrous way of living here on Earth?

Get into a way of nothing here quick!

What way of nothing do people fear our walk? Our heart? And our living? Near death situations like making someone nervous or angered or strained? What strain in our fiber does it linger so much it bolts energy to clump down our energy chamber to slow us down? What does this?

The fear director is you. The feel of fear is emotional strain. The actual dignified balance of love is here. What fear is not appropriate for us to understand that energy bolts into our flame of throwing to do nothing with in this lifetime? The softness of skin is not here for this flame to throw out toward one that has been hit nowhere.

When you cry out to an ancestor to fix everything, you don't have anything to do but move chairs to get out the flowing door that has much to do with love. Living. And any dignified manner of being. What flame is thrown your way to make you stop?

What flame is thrown your way to make you blame?

What flame is thrown your way to make you say, "Woeth me and doeth you and business none?"

What flame can this feel be now? A support system that blames the world to do anything with your mocked ways of love and light? What free flow is this?

I have to nothing to do but say, "Woah."

I have nothing to do but pray.

I have nothing to do but love.

I have nothing to do but jive.

I have nothing to do but "I love you."

I have nothing to do but "I love."

I have nothing to do but "I."

I have nothing.

I have.

Everything and all there is.

Everything and all.

All

Nothing

Beyond to a factored zeroed point of feel.

What feel is this?

Expecting nothing.

Expecting something.

Doing nothing but them.

Solving nothing.

Hearing a bit.

Hearing a move.

Showing each other that their love beingness is something to do - but for them - but for me.

But for anything to do but this.

But for anything to do but love.

But for anything to do but you.

Do you.

Love.

Boo

Love Boo is this from Babyshaman aka Kitara aka Kenya Lynem the Psychic

 

 

 

 

Blending

Posted by julesmitchell on June 15, 2013 at 2:50 PM Comments comments (3)

A long time ago I read from Paschal Beverly Randolph the concept of blending. A conscious spirit or entity can be inside of a person unconsciously without them knowing and can control and manipulate them. This past New Years I met a fellow brother who is a Rastafarian and we build on spirituality and religion and while we were talking I felt as if something left me and we both heard a childlike voice laugh and say "bye-bye". For the longest time I felt all these demonic/evil thoughts which I felt weren't my own try to take control and caused me to be violent(physically abuse my girlfriend) and also to just be more on the edge. After this experience I felt as if I released through the positive energy me and my friend were building on. Is something like this possible???

My strange dream catcher

Posted by SarahMichelle on June 8, 2013 at 7:20 PM Comments comments (9)

This is the story about how a dream catcher gave me nightmares.

About two weeks ago I went on a mini-vacation with a friend to a place called Oregon, Illinois. It has a lot of homage to the native american ancestors (mounder) who lived there before, this includes tipis all over town, the largest standing cement statue in the world called Chief Blackhawk, and a super cool native american store called the Eagles Nest. At this store I bought a lot of gifts and souveneers like stones and crystals and a wooden snake, but I also bought a dream catcher. They had dream catchers on small racks beside the checkout and I picked up a teal colored dream catcher with soft fluffy feathers and decided I wanted it. It also had a really good energy to it. But my friend picked up a different one that was blue and purple and had a quartz hanging from it and I chose that one because of it's asethetic qualities even though it felt strange to hold. 

After I took this dream catcher home and hung it up, I started sleeping for 9+ hours a night. I woke up tired, and I realized this was because I was having nightmares I did not fully remember. But when I became concious enough to remember one, I had a full blown night terror. I talked to my boyfriend about it and he suggested I smug the catcher just to be safe, and if that didn't work I needed to take it down. So, the last night I kept it up in my room, over my bed, I smuged it along with the rest of my crystals. This was when I had the most vivid and terrifying dream of my life. I had a dream I was sleeping, and I kept waking up with writing carved into my skin (kind of like white ink tattoos). I woke up in my dream with three tattoos and I dediced that a deamon had been writing on me in my sleep. (one of the tattoos had the shape of a t-rex along with the writing) So in my dream I went to see a gypsie to consult her about the marks on my body. I walked through three shops to reach the gypsie in the third. In the first shop I stoped to look at something with stars and moons on it, the second shop and fancied an oriental jade tea set, and in the third one the gypsie sold jewelry with stones on them. After telling the gypsie about my dream within a dream and the marks on my body, all she told me was that it isn't right for something to be marking me and harming me. I woke up mid conversation.

I took down the catcher, and I've read articles that I need to burn or bury it, but I haven't done so. I also learned that in order for a dream catcher to work it has to be made for you by a shaman. 

I am looking for some feedback into the symbolism of a dream catcher and the symbolism in my dream.

Thank you :3 

Sarah

Soul loss & dissociation (rewritten)

Posted by Soulwarrior on May 19, 2013 at 10:35 AM Comments comments (8)

Introduction to soul loss:

What is soul loss?

 

--Do you feel that you have lost connection to who you are?

 

--Do you feel that you don't feel as alive as you remember yourself feeling at an earlier stage in your life?

 

--Do you feel that something in you has been lost?

 

--Do you feel disconnected from your original feeling of being alive?

 

--Do you feel emotional numbness; do you feel that you have lost access and connection to your true, authentic emotions? Do you feel that you desperately try to reconnect with what you really feel, but to no results?

 

--Do you feel that you no longer see the world in awe and wonder? Do you feel that where you once saw a world full of colors and rainbows, you now see only grey scales?

 

--Do you feel that the things that used to make you feel alive, now dont make you feel anything anymore?

 

--Do you feel a sense of detachment (nonpresence) to life. Whatever you do, you are not present in it.

 

--Do you feel that you have lost your imagination and ability to daydream? 

 

--Do you constantly feel dull, docile, apathy, boredom, meaninglessness, pointlessness, depression, numbness of your senses, dull, docile, hopelessness & restlessness.

 

--Are you trying desperately to get in contact with your original feeling of being alive?


--Do you often find yourself asking: "i used to feel so alive....now i feel dead like a zombie...what has happened to me?"

 

I am here to answer these questions for you (since i myself has struggled a lot with this problem in my life).

 

So what is the problem that you are experiencing?

 

You are suffering from what the shamans call soul loss (a.k.a."dissociation" in the scientific western world).

 

 

 

What creates soul loss?

 

When you experienced a serious trauma in your life, a part of your soul (the essence of who you are / your unique identity / your connection with you / the part of you that makes you feel alive) left your physical body and went back to the spirit world. It did so to protect you from experiencing the full hurt of the trauma; it would be too much to handle for you to experience the trauma in its fullness at that time.

So now, your soul is fragmented (all the different parts of your soul are not present inside of you). Your consciousness no longer have access to those parts of yourself. You have lost the full connection with yourself; and you are desperately trying to reconnect with your lost self.

So in order to feel alive again, you must retrieve the parts of your soul that has left you. It is possible to retreive the lost parts of your soul--Shamans can help you with this...


Author: Adam Damani (soulwarrior)

My homepage: soulloss.hemsida24.se


Links:


www.dianastone.com/shamanism.html

www.shamanlinks.net/Soul_Retrieval.htm

www.sandraingerman.com/soulretrieval.html

Book: Soul retrieval: minding the fragmented self (book)

 

Telekinesis, teleportation and flying in a wonderful lucid dream!!!

Posted by Tachyon Energy on April 23, 2013 at 5:40 PM Comments comments (2)

I had a most wonderful lucid dream last night.  It starts with me in front of a local high school at shadow hour(night) in my area(Maryland).  Within seconds of the dream i hear this strong vibration sound like a strong magnetic field.  Before I know it i feel energy around my entire body and energy pulsating from my third eye area as this is happening i concentrate on flying and sure enough i start to rise off the ground higher and higher and HIGHER into the clouds!! As i am rising i can see people on the ground in disbelief.  i can here some saying holy **** and oh my god wow!!!  A large crowd gathers outside in disbelief!  Then i stop rising at a certain point and then the magnetic field gets VERY strong and i start to fly so fast that it felt like i did teleportation!!  Almost instantly i am at the house i used to live in Pennsylvania!!! As i come into the house i am floating and my sister says OH MY GOD! She is absolutely stunned! Then i walk toward her and as i am doing that i see a bowl on the table next to her.  I try to make the bowl come to me but instead it flips and falls on the floor.  My sister is like," wow and your doing this while you are awake!"  That is when i come out of the lucid dream and i was not able to get back to sleep. I looked at the time and it was 2:48AM!


I'll never forget this lucid dream!

Peace to ALL! :)

I attracted a spirit attachment or elemental/thought-form

Posted by Nancy on April 8, 2013 at 2:40 AM Comments comments (7)

Hello, I was in a bad place and smoking pot a year ago around Easter when a spirit attachment broke through me and I felt a huge tear in my aura. I had no idea what happened but I started hearing it 24/7, got in trouble at work because I scared my students, and then kept telling me it was going to kill me. It started speaking for me and moving my body. It make me drive 125 mph on freeway and I crashed my car!  I also broke my glasses and moved twice in one month. I can't see without my glasses and we could not afford to move twice so I ended up losing a tv, high school yearbooks and tons of pics and valuable documents.

I have been to more than three shaman/mediums and it refuses to leave which makes me believe it is feeding off of me but I don't know where or how. Yes, I was a very angry person and have unresolved stuff with family, but I don't deserve this.

Anybody have some suggestions?


Thanks, Nancy

Supercreative sleepstage

Posted by Soulwarrior on March 6, 2013 at 1:05 PM Comments comments (3)

I have noticed a very interesting phenomenon occur in my life. That just before I fall asleep at night, or just before I wake up in the morning, my thought patterns are super creative. Every thought I think at that moment comes with a super clarity that is not present during the day. I get creative answers to every question i focus on. Sometimes I have received answers that have chocked me and changed the way I see life forever. I even think that many of the answers i have received during sleep-wakefulness could change the world, even create paradigm shifts in our collective way of thinking. If only I could put those thoughts into words (and as im not good with words, its frustrating that noone else can see the phenomenal thoughts i have had during that state of consciousness). When I wake up, the thoughts are gone before I ever get the chance to write those thoughts down to rememer. Truly, this phenomenon has showed me that all the answers to our life is within us. I think that if we could just stop distracing ourselves from all the bibles, qurans and idiotic books, and all scientific CRAP that is out there,and listen within, we could find so many answers to questions we have.

I got an idea in the morning. What if we can take advantage of this sleep stage to find new and creative solutions to our lifes. Maybe we can have a dictafone and record every thought we have. Or something else.

 

What u think about this?

12/21/12 ASTRAL TRAVEL AND REVELATIONS WITH GUARDIANS

Posted by Astralboobaby on December 22, 2012 at 12:45 AM Comments comments (12)

I just wanted to take a quick moment to share an astral projection journey and revelation that involved my guardians! This experience occurred this morning (12/21/12), approximately 5:00am EST. The only reason why I have an idea of what time it was is because I had a lot of energy and had a difficult time getting to sleep. I would close my eyes and would be distracted by these particles bouncing around in my minds eye; it was as if I was traveling in space, bypassing countless mini stars! I was literally seeing and feeling the energy particles that are permeating the planet! Anyway, I had tossed and turned for awhile and the last time I looked at the clock, it was 3:48 am. After I checked the time, I went back to lie down but I felt restless for another 20 min or so, until I began just rocking myself back and forth, while laying on my right hand side… I rocked back and forth for about 10 to 15 minutes; somewhere around this time is when I lost consciousness! Not long thereafter, I had awakened to some intense vibrations all through out and around my body. I felt that two guardians (or angels) were there with me – I just knew that they were there! The next thing I know, I feel one of them reach for my non-physical hand and she/he/it gently took my energy hand and pulled my astral body gently and effortlessly up and out and we immediately went flying at a very fast speed into a very familiar blacker than black void. I was not one bit nervous, scared or confused -- I was SUPER present! Somehow, I just knew what was happening and why... I could feel the wind blowing all around me as I was being guided and I could literally feel every direction and turn but could not see anything as this was occurring. As I traveled out and about with one guardian, the human aspect of my mind was very present of my physical body and environment! I was aware of the other guardian hovering over my physical body and although my physical form was paralyzed, I could still open my eyes! So, I opened my physical eyes about half-way and I saw my guardian hovering over me, like a nurturing mother looking after her child. She/he/it had no distinctive facial features, hair or clothing -- just a large spoon shaped-head, very tall, ambiguous (androgynous) and bi-pedal-like in appearance (illustration of Beings depicted below)! Their overall form appeared shinny metalic-like pitch black and there was an illumination of gold, blue and white its auric field! Keep in mind that as I was watching one guardian, through my physical eyes, I was totally present and aware of traveling at a very fast rate of speed, turning up, going down and sideways through this void (portal maybe?) with the other guardian or guide.



I closed my eyes and when I did this, I realized that wherever I was being taken it was not to be witnessed by my physical conscious mind (not yet anyway). I felt that they KNEW that I was very present and aware of both places at the same time… So, the guardian that stayed with my physical form began projecting images in my mind… This is how they communicate; with images, symbols and geometric patterns… The guardian showed me a very, very vivid image of a large gray cat and 3 crocodile like-creatures! The visual was like I was at a zoo, watching them in their natural habitat from behind a plexiglas window. The large gray cat was sitting very close to the window (from the inside) and the crocodile like creatures were at a distance behind the cat; they were lying in mud. The cat was looking at me very intensely and as it watched me, I saw the hair on the body stand-up and the cat appeared curious and cautious at the same time... The last thing, I remembered was that one of the crocodile-like creature looked at me and opened its mouth and growled or snarled at me. The reason why I state that these were ‘crocodile-LIKE creatures’ is because they had a pre-historic like snout and didn’t appear to have any teeth but everything else about them, look like the typical crocodile that we have in this 3D paradigm or construct.



 

It was after the crocodile snarled, that I felt my energy body began to settle back in (no conscious memory of where my energy body was taken or shown) and both guardians withdrew but I could still feel my core vibrating because something was different about these sensations. They were more exhilarating and I felt an incredible level of peace and calmness. I laid in the position that I was in for about 3 minutes, reflecting on this experience… Then, I sat up and thought about the cat and crocodiles more than anything… I wanted to know the reason why the guardian showed me the visual? What was the symbolic meaning and message behind it? By the way, I wasn’t as concerned with where my energy body was taken because I already knew that this would come to surface at the right time… The reason why the conscious mind is blocked off from receiving or remembering too much at once is because too much information (light) at one time can overwhelm the central nervous system of the physical form and could cause ‘spontaneous combustion’. So, the energy is shared with the aspect of the self that can handle the codes and information and then, it is ‘incrementally’ and gradually transferred or downloaded into the physical conscious mind but I digress… I laid back down after being up for about 10 minutes, asking ‘what was the message behind the vision that was communicated to me?’ Somewhere thereafter, I had fallen back to sleep and had some pretty interesting lucid dreams. However, upon waking up this morning, this is what came to my human conscious-mind; those images were used to communicate a symbolic message about me and where I am… The cat symbolized my independent spirit, creativity, and power. And the crocodile symbolized freedom, hidden strength and power. They were there using the energy surges to help me to unlock more of both character traits (hence, this is why both elements were behind an invisible prison wall). Who knows? I may come to realize something more or different from my initial interpretation but I will settle with the aforementioned conclusion for now, lol... I am sure that other members have had something interesting to occur this morning or some of you will most likely experience something within the next 36 hours! We are living in some very interesting times indeed and if you are not fearful, worried or filled with anxiety, you ARE in the zone! If you guys care to comment on this experience or share any of your experiences in this regard, please do so. Thank you for your time and attention to this matter!:)

END OF YEAR FREQUENTLY ASKED QUESTIONS

Posted by Astralboobaby on December 14, 2012 at 4:50 PM Comments comments (7)

Hey fam!

Here's my latest video installment on Youtube... Please share and help circumvent the covert censoring that's occuring on Youtube, in the PROcess.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0FOxxF96je8

Message of warning

Posted by Black Phoenix 1 on April 22, 2012 at 6:45 AM Comments comments (3)

Dreams are a different form of astral projecting sometimes.but this dream i had was crazy

it started when i drifted to sleep than.

out of the blue i was standing in a co-op type apartment it was very big and lots of windows

than i saw two things flying towards me.first was a battleship that was designed to fly like the

harrier fighter jet.it look like it was mix of tecnology from 1940s and now.it had a U.S.O

Symbol on it.in the front on both sides.it flew dead over my head like it was going to

crash but it didnt.than i saw a 1940s bomber jet flying right behind it same way almost crash

but didnt it also had a U.S.O Symbol too.than there appeared a man 5'6 white wereing a tan trench coat.very calm and still

told me he was a messenger.i said from who than he replyed from God.he continued with THERE ARE TWO BEINGS COMING FOR YOU.and the way he told me i can only guess they are not human.i than said what are you a angel than he said im just a messenger.

i wanted to see more planes than when i turned back he was gone.i know he was real cause i felt that he interfered with my dream.